the driver era/R5 one shot

he saved my life

Sequel from first steps

( rocky's pov)

I was laying on my bed crying, I struggle with a depression for six months! Mom and dad send me to a therapist but it didn't work. Nobody understands me. I feel so alone and I want it to end... " rocky you okay?" Ask mom and walked into my room whit dad. " no.. lave me alone.." I mumbled. " rocky, come on talked to us." Says mom and sit on my bed. " mom.. I can't.. I can't.. take it anymore.. I.. I wand it to end." I snobs. " rocky.." sighed dad. " I'm sorry but.." " rocky... if you k-kill your.. self.. who takes care of..." says mom and show me a picture. " mom.. are you.. pregnant again.." I ask. She smile. " yes.. you gets another baby brother or sister. " i smile, i smile for the first time in ages. " i missed your smilie rocky." Says dad. I gest an another little brother or sister.

* a few months later *

( rocky's pov)

I was helping mom and dad set a new baby room, I gets a little brother! " which color should we paint his room?" ask dad. " I like yellow.." I say. " what we gonna name him?" I ask. " we don't know yet.. but we keep the R in tradition." Say mom. I nob. I..I like Ross." I say whit a smile. " I like that to" say dad. " do you think.. he's gonna love me?" I ask. " ofcourse honey." Say mom and hugs me. " now.. I'm gonna lay down for a moment, you help you're dad?" I nob. And mom walked out. " don't worry son, everything gonna be okay." Say dad. I nob

* a few months later *

I gets better and better now, I talk to my siblings again and talk to my therapist. I still have my moments but I can talk about it. Today i was in the hospital whit my family because mom giving birth to my new brother. " you okay?" Ask rydel. " yhea, but also nervous what if he don't like me?" " he's gonna love you just like us." Says riker. I smile. " i missed that." Says ryland.  Than comes dad out the room. " come on guys." He smile. I walked into the room and see mom whit a baby in here arms. " he's so cute.." says rydel. " what's his name?" i ask" mom smiles at us. " ross.." " love that." Says riker. " rocky? Will you hold him?" Ask mom. " can i?.." she smile and handled my new brother. He's so small and cute. I grab his little hand and he grab my finger. " hey rossy" i whisper. " I'm rocky, your big brother." I smile. Than I give him to riker. " hallo rossy, I'm riker your other big brother, and this are ryland and rydel." He say. Than he start crying. " I thinks he's hungry. " laugh dad and takes him over. " your hungry buddy?" He say and handled him to mom. I smile at him he's so cute.

* at home *

I'm still living whit my parents and Ross. It's fun having a new baby in house. I love cuddling with him, I also love to feed him bottles and bathing him.  " rocky? Can you change Ross diaper?" Ask dad. " sure!" I Say. And go to Ross Room. " hey buddy, do you have a present for me?" I laugh and pick him up.  I lay him down and start humming.  " I love you baby boy." I whisper and kiss his head."