Cutters Life

Just Stares

RAYLIES POV

I am supposed to be dead

Why are they saying that I'm sleeping?

What the hell?!

Oh yeah let me get you caught up well after I apparently got sent to the hospital and I heard them but I was just so confused and in so much pain I tried to open my eyes but it was like someone was stopping me from doing so

So I went to this place where it was like a whitish color and that's where I am now tying to find the fucking way out

"Ah why hello my dear Raylie how are you?"

Wha I wonder as I swear I heard someone talk damn now I'm going crazy

"Over here dear."

I turn to see some middle aged woman with long brown hair that has a grey streak in it and reaches her calfs she wears a white puffy shirt with a brown belt with a long white skirt with no shoes

"Who are you and where the he-" I start to say but I get cut off

"No better not use foul language here my child for they may not give you a second chance." the woman says

"Fine. who are you and where am I?" I ask getting annoyed

"Good, now my protector name is Arnalzia Floreda Crow but you may call me Zia and you are in the, In Between, it is where people go when they are given a second chance." Zia says crossing her arms and walking over to me

"That is if you want it?"

"He- I mean Yes please!" I exclaim almost cussing and getting a warning glare from Zia

"Okay but you better take care of it now we better hurry because they think your dead no go my dear just jump down and you shall wake up!" she says hurriedly pushing me almost making me trip

"Wait you mean for me to jump off the clouds?" I ask worriedly I mean why can't their be stairs?

"Yes now GO!!" she say pushing me off

I try to scream but Instead I wake up to be surrounded by crying people
Who all are hugging each other but the only pair of eyes that are staring right at me with a shocked expression
Is-

RYAN'S POV

I wake up that day feeling tired and depressed as always schools over now and the doctors found out that she was only in a coma and that her breathing was real shallow

Everyday I brought her flowers and I come in her room to talk to her and tell her how my day has been and crap like that

Today I get up at around 7:30 am since it's Sunday and I also found out that it her birthday I hurry since visiting hours are over at 10:45 am

I throw on some grey under armor sweatpants that hang low on my hips with a t-shirt that has Bob Marley on it with a joint which reminds me I need more weed and drugs god her being gone has changed me

I grab my car keys and head out to my dark blue Ford truck practically my baby

I drive all the way to the end of the street at the stop sign I pull out a cigarette out of my pocket and light it I start going taking a left towards Dollar General I inhale deeply holding in the smoke for a second and let it go and I take one more deep inhale and exhale before putting it into the ash tray and parking

I grab my keys and lock the doors before heading inside DG I go towards the card section and after I find a card that sings ' Sexy and I Know It' I go towards the toy section to find a stuffed near or something after I find this multicolored bear and grabbing a pack of welches gummies and head to the check out line

I get into line behind this big woman and I wait and zone out as she argues with the cashier about like tampons or something I chuckle slightly

"Boy do you think this is funny? well do you how would you like it if blood came out of your privates for a whole damn week?" she says glaring at me and as she talks I notice her left cheek twitches and her whole face turn dark red

After she's gone I put my stuff in front of the young blonde cashier that I have to say is really hot curves in all the right places

No bad mind you have Raylie

But she is in a coma

But she will find out you dick

We do t have to tell her

As I argue with myself I don't notice my cell phone ringing

"Hello?" I question seeing that it was Angelic

"Hey I was just calling to remind you that today is when her so called friends come to see her."

She informs me after Raylie went into a coma she stopped sleeping around
She stopped dressing like a whore
She stopped being so mean
In all she has became a completely different person that has became my FRIEND

"K thanks see ya later bye." I say quickly seeing that the cashier was done checking my stuff out

"Sorry about that how much is it?" I ask

"$22.79 sir" she says tapping her freakishly long nails on the counter

"Here ya go thank you and keep the change!" I holler back grabbing my bag

"Thanks sir!" she yells back smiling a real smile not some fake Botox smile

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I finally make it up to the hospital and wave to the nurse and take a right as I near her room

I open the door slowly not wanting to hit someone

Everyone is crying and hugging because the only thing that is keeping Raylie more alive is that damn life support shit and since no one can afford that shit so we have no choice but to take her off it

I go to the end of her bed and stared at her taking in her beautiful features
Like She has light freckles going across her nose

I start to tear up loading a few tears I'm about to go when something amazing happens

She opens her eyes and just stares at me