My mind is loud, almost as if it's screaming at me
I'll choose to ignore it and just hope it goes away
Little do I know you can see my discomfort
You look my way and beg me to say
What's on my mind someday
But how do I tell you when I'm not even sure
I don't know the words and phrases to string together to get you to see what I'm seeing
I'm complicated, I know, but still a human being
Don't ask me 'what's wrong' when you couldn't even begin to comprehend it
Sometimes when it's quiet, it's loud and all I want is to end it
But I don't know how.
"I don't know" seems to be all I can say now.
Til it ends I'll stay quiet and walk down the path alone
Maybe one day you'll get it and neither of us will be alone. Ever again.
It's really loud :( ~ajs
