I've spent so much time away from you
And it's beginning to feel like there is only blue
The blue of the sea, the sky, my tears
The tears I've cried for several years.
To the bottom of the salty blue sea, please take me
Wash me, please drown me.
My eyes wander from cloud to cloud in the pretty blue skies
To distract me from the eyes
Of the pretty boy who stares back at me.
I can't breathe and I just can't see
If it's because of the sea
Or the pretty boy floating next to me.
I'm beginning to sink
And I just can't think
About anything other than the boy and his smile.
I refuse to believe that I should kick up and breathe
Or perhaps even leave.
Maybe someday we will begin to float
Slowly across the waves like a little boat.
For now I will slowly sink
To the bottom of the salty blue sea,
Won't think,
Won't breathe,
Won't believe
That the pretty boy might just be
Thinking the very same about me🥺🥰 ~ajs
