Smiles so much, loudest laugh ever, great joker. Possibly what most people say when they have to describe me. So much happiness, so joyful and excited for life, so many friends to have fun with. I even trick myself sometimes, trick myself that i am happy.
Nobody heard the shouts of my mother and father at night.
Nobody heard the door slam closed as she walked out again only to come back in the morning completely drunk and stumbling through the door shouting about a lost marriage.
Nobody hears the screams of my little sister as she huddles in her blankets after another one of her nightmares that are just normal dreams now.
Nobody hears my silent cries for freedom, nobody sees the tears after crying that i cover up with laughter. Nobody ever had. Nobody ever will.
I need to start putting more happy stuff on this book. maybe ill update something else later..
Smile! Have a great day! :)
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Random Little Things
AcakJust some things that i write every now and then. Probably from doing English at school.Read and enjoy :)
