Always yours

Chapter 1

Hi. I'm Kelsey and I'm 18 years old. I live in Italy with my parents and sisters. Yup I don't have a brother. The only male in my family is my dad and there's no one more perfect than him. What can I say, I'm a daddy's girl.
I'm the smallest in my family and as the tradition is I'm a little bit more taken care of than my sisters. Not that they haven't but still.I love English and Chemistry even though I'm not a pro at solving problems. I also like Literature i guess because of my big mouth(that's what they say.)
I love the beach which i look at everyday and the mountains but I've never been there and I don't even know why. I'm not shy when it comes to some people but when it comes to my parents friends ah god only my face know how red it turns. It happens when they tease me with boyfriend stuff or even marrying some of their kids or grandnephew.But I'm still hard as a rock. I don't like anyone because boys are so stupid nowadays.They think that they can play us and look at us like some toys but not me dude. I mean there are lots of good boys out there but i guess i never had time because of my studies. I'm not the classic nerd you think but i really try hard.My grades are pretty great. I only get A+ - B+ but I'm proud. I guess no one can only have good grades or maybe yes but I think this is the best I can do.Right?!
I'm happy because today is the last day of school that we get to celebrate our last day as a class together. I'm not gonna miss anyone because I don't have much friends. Well i only have one and it's enough for me. Her name is Adrianna and I'm so happy to have her as a friend. I mean she is a little bit too outgoing and cheerful than me but she still is better than others. She isn't a nerd but she's not that bad herself. If she used her mind for school rather than boys she could have better grades. It's her choice though and I don't want to push her. Even if I did she would never hear me. She is such a stubborn bitch but I love her.
Now that i finished high school I'll be leaving to UK soon for university.My parental friends are gonna help me stay at their house for as long as it takes. I've always wanted to go there but now that I have this chance I still can't believe it. It's like a dream to me.
I'm kinda nervous too. Okay I'm too much nervous.I will be living with my childhood crush and omg if I'm not gonna faint at it.
His name is Gabriel and he is two years older than me. He's my heartthrob and after all these years i still have a crush on him. Maybe it's obsession or love I don't know but I can't get my mind off of him. Maybe that's the reason why I haven't had a boyfriend.But every time I watch him post something on social media with a girl beside him I'm so jealous that i want to cry my eyes out.
He has been my first love or so I think. He is kind , gentle and caring and has taken my heart away. When we first met six years ago he was so small just like me but now that I haven't seen him that close I think he has changed. He's not too active on social media and that's why I couldn't see him for the past six years. But I know damn well that I've missed him so much even though I guess he doesn't feel the same.
Six years ago I slept with him in the same bed under the same sheets that were covering us. I was so overwhelmed and excited that we were doing it. But unfortunately he wasn't so nothing happened between us. Maybe it was because he didn't feel the same which I'm sure about. Or maybe because he was so rich and my family well ,wasn't that good with the economy. His parents were always teasing us to be together and love each other but I guess he was selfish although he never showed it. He has the best modern parents ever. The are so in love with each other that my heart melts looking at them. I wish it was us but i guess we'll never be.
Now i got the chance to go live with them. I'm so excited and heartbroken at the same time. Excited because duh I'm gonna live with them and they love me so much just like I do. And heartbroken because I just can't bare looking at him with other girls or just not feeling the same as me.
I know I'm inexperienced and all but I want to make him love and want me as much as I do. I may look like a bitch now but love makes you crazy doesn't it? I wasn't that attractive back then when i was a kid and I feel like I'm quite good looking now. I don't know for others but I love myself this way and I don't care what anybody says. Maybe what He says yes I really do. Still I think good of myself and I don't want to be asking myself for those stuff. I hope I'm always healthy because that's what matter to me the most.
Tomorrow I'm leaving for UK and i hope it all goes well. It better does because I'll be far from family and my friend and being somewhere else where you only know four people that's a big deal. I'm packing my things and I'm calming my heart which I hope will be better when I arrive there.
Wish me the best of luck...

Hey guyss,
So this is the first chapter of my first book and I hope you enjoyed it. That's an imaginary story but the people are real .
Like and comment please it would mean the world.
Enjoy!!