Love & Loss

Chapter 47

He just barely got a glimpse of my surprised reaction to his words before I rolled away from him and took hold of the pillow sitting there.

I buried my face in it before I felt him shift beside me, his smooth laugh ringing beautifully in my ear.

His ability to smooth talk was something that I still couldn't get used to.

Maybe it wasn't as much the smooth talk as much as it was that he knew just what to say to get a reaction out of me.

Then again, it really wasn't that difficult.

Which just meant I had to get him back before he left.

"Alright, alright," He snaked an arm around my stomach, aiming to pull me closer to him again, "Get back here before I have to leave."

I shook my head into the pillow I held, pulling that closer instead.

"Nope," I responded playfully.

I turned just enough to see his confused wide-eyed reaction.

We both knew that I've never said no to that kind of request.

If anything, we both knew that cuddling up next to him was one of my favorite things to do.

And although he hasn't exactly admitted it, I'm sure it was his too.

"Huh?" he perplexed.

I rubbed my face against the pillow, humming teasingly.

"I have to get used to your replacement since you're leaving me tonight," I spoke innocently.

His brows furrowed, lips pursing ever so slightly.

"Is that so?" He grumbled into the back of my neck.

it took everything in my power to not melt right there and then.

"Mmmhm~"

He stayed silent for a moment, that look staying still on his face.

Although I swear I saw his eyebrow twitch.

"I see," He spoke, his voice still low.

Oddly enough, the tone sent a shiver down my spine.

"I guess you leave me no choice then."

I turned to send him a questioning glance, but he was gone.

Had it not been for the sound of his front door closing I wouldn't have known that he sped out.

Partially stunned by his actions, I pushed myself up and looked at the door.

I couldn't even begin to imagine where he could have gone.

He didn't leave, did he?

No, his ride wasn't going to be ready for a while still.

I pushed myself into a sitting position with the pillow on my lap.

Not even a moment later, Nico came through the door.

"I'm not going," he stated cheerfully, pulling the hair-band from his hair.

My eyes went round as he walked towards me.

"What do you mean you're not going?"

He stopped once he reached me.

"I mean," He snagged the pillow on my lap before throwing it to the side, "Xander agreed to take my place, who was a much better choice, to begin with if you ask me."

I didn't have time to add in another question before he was crawling over me and taking me into his arms.

So I had to resort to asking him after he carried me and set me down at the head of the bed.

"Did you tell someone? I mean is the Lord going to be ok with that?"

He chuckled a bit before he basically laid himself on top of me with his head resting on my chest.

Impressively he somehow managed to hold himself up enough to where I didn't have any difficulty breathing.

"Nope. I didn't tell anyone but Xander, so as far as everyone else knows, I'll be gone for the next 24 hours. As for my father, I doubt he'll be pleased but that's nothing new. I don't know why he didn't just send Xander in the first place since he's definitely the more... peaceful one when it comes to that pack." I felt him shrug, "If peace was what my father wanted, then I have no idea why he'd want to send me in the first place knowing how much I despised them. If anything I'm doing him a favor by sending Xander."

I squinted suspiciously at his explanation.

Obviously, I didn't want him to skip out on his duties, but I'd be lying if I said his explanation didn't make sense.

I remember him saying that his first act as Lord would be ridding this city of that pack entirely, whether peacefully or violently.

He also specified that he'd do it all himself if it came down to it.

And I also knew that Nico had a high temper and a short fuse when it came to things he doesn't morally agree with.

So, I let it slide, rubbing my fingers against his scalp and through his hair.

"As long as you're sure that you'll be okay," I said.

Nico let out a very satisfied sigh at my actions.

"I'll be fine. If my father gets upset, I'll explain my reasoning." he eased.

I accepted that with a soft sigh, continuing my movements through his hair before a slight laugh passed my lips.

"Wait. Did you really just cancel your trip because I threatened to replace you with a pillow?"

He turned his head up so his chin was resting on my sternum.

"Kind of," He admitted casually, "I'd been thinking about how Xander would be a better match for it ever since my father mentioned it, but yes, that was the deciding point."

I couldn't help my laughter from growing after he spoke.

His brow rose.

"What?"

"Oh nothing nothing," I began, "Oh! Can Doe still stop by later today?"

He nodded once.

"Of course, but while I'm here, how about you paint my back first?" He questioned cheekily.

I sent him back my own smile.

"Deal."