Mistakes - BEN Drowned

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The cold winter breeze tickled my nose as snowflakes started to fall around you. Walking to scholl has never been something you looked forward to since it was so FUCKING COLD. You had your eyes pinned to the ground as you stepped on the frozen sidewalk, music BLASTING in your ears, hands in your jacket's pockets, your hoodie up and covering most of your head. Nothing better really.

You finally arrived at school. You went to your locker and threw your books inside before grabbing some for your next class. You looked over the time table you stuck on the inside if the locker's door.

Fuck... PE...

You groaned in annoyance and took out your phone from your bag before placing it into your locker. It's not that you HATED PE. It's just the teacher is... Innapropriate. He just gives bad vibes. You walked to the girls locker room and began changing your clothes into your gym uniform. You always felt like it was pointless. The school let's you wear whatever you want normally and wants you to wear a UNIFORM for the ONLY subject that doesn't require a writing test?!

After changing, you went to sit at the far back of the bleachers. You saw the other girls started to storm into the gym. They disgusted you. With their fake noses and chins, the way they treated you. You rolled your eyes and plugged your earpods into your ears, listening to (insert favourite artist/song playlist).

Suddenly, you felt a light tap on tour shoulder. You turned your head and saw the one boy you didn't want to see. You growled and rolled your eyes. He gave you a big smile. You turned your head back infornt and continued to listen to music.

"Aw, come on Y/N! Lighten up!" The boy said. You sighed and pulled an earpod out and looked at him with fire in your eyes.

"Ethan, what do you want?" You asked as you lifted an eyebrow. He smiled cheekily and held out his hand.

Ethan was your childhood friend. He has jet black hair, emerald green eyes and light freckles across his face. Every girl in the school at least had a crush on him. But, you oddly didn't. Ethan rejected every girl that has confessed to him. Every girl in the school was always jealous of you and Ethan.

You eyed his hand and sighed, taking it in yours. He stood up as you followed. He held your hand gently and brought you down to the front rows of the bleachers and made you sat down next to a girl with blonde hair and cyan highlights. She smiled at you softly as her eyes landed on Ethan. Her face slowly turned a bright pink as Ethan gave a little wave towards the girl. The girl smiled widely as she gestured for us to sit next to her. Ethan shoved you down, making you sit next to the girl as he sat next to you.

The PE teacher walked in as his eyes darted around and landed on Ethan. The teacher sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose.

"Ethan Ryder. Why are you here again?" The teacher asked. Ethan pouted and leaned back at the bleachers, swinging his leg over the other.

"Eh... Just didn't feel like going to the boy's gym class," Ethan said as he pursed his lips. I looked around to the other girls and saw some of them 'fixing' their faces.

Lol... They look even more plastic

"You know what? Fine. Just don't do... Anything stupid," The teacher said as he pulled out a pen and his clipboard, taking attendance.

Time Skip

Fun fact!!
If you grew up in an emotional abusive family, you tend to become very pessimistic

The school day ended as you packed your bags. It was weirdly calm today, you didn't let it bother you. You knew something is going to happen sooner or later. You walked out of the classroom and walked towards your locker. Ad you arrived, you saw 3 females standing around your locker. Females you didn't want to do anything with.

Aria, Brailyyn and Cora. Three of the 'most popular bitches'. Pfft more like most fakest plastics if you asked me. You ignored their existance as you went up to your locker and took out your homework to bring home.

Suddenly, you felt wet, water trickled down your h/c locks. Water got into your mouth as you turned towards the person that did that to you. None other than the three plastic bitches. You rolled our eyes as they giggled loudly while snorting.

Pigs...

Ethan came running towards you as you shut your locker door. The three girls pushed their bra up and looked at Ethan innocently. You rolled your eyes as Ethan eyed you up and down in worry.

"What, happened?" Ethan asked. You flashed a smile and shook your head. You began walking away as Ethan confronted the three bitches.

You walked back home, teeth chattering, shaking from the cold. The cloud thing came out of your mouth as you breathed out. You were slowly walking down the sidewalk as the forest came into view. You stopped and looked through the trees. You heard a soft howl inside as you sighed and continued walking. Soon, you arrived at your house. You walked inside as your mother looked at you with a smile on her face.

"Welcome ba-- Oh my Lord! What happened to you?!" She exclaimed. You gave a small smile and Shook your head.

"It's okay mum. Nothing really. I accidentally sprayed myself with tap water in the bathroom," You lied. Your mother looked at you and raised an eyebrow giving you the really? face.

"Okay, sorry. I fell down into a puddle okay?!" You lied again. She seemed to have bought this one as she sighed and smiled.

"Go and take a shower. Dinner is almost ready," she said. You smiled and ran upstairs, going into your room and taking off your jacket and putting it into the laundry basket.

You went into the washroom and started to take off your clothes, after, you turned the water on and stepped into the steamy shower. You felt as if your worries faded away. You parted your lips and started to sing.

Someone You Loved by Lewis Capaldi but sung in your voice instead HAHAHAH
"I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy

I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you

Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound til I come back around

For now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

But now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved"

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