Hidden From View

chapter one...

I was at the airport waiting for Tyler's and Troye's flight to come in I was excited to see them both but I have to admit I'm more excited to see Troye then Tyler as Troye and I have been in a secret relationship for almost a year and I haven't see him in person for a couple of months sure we skype facetime and message each other all the time but it's not the same as having him beside me on a couch just snuggling up together i think to myself getting lost in thought but am soon pulled out of it as I am tackled into a hug from Tyler and then I am gentley pulled into a hug by Troye and I honestly didn't want to let go but I knew if I didn't Tyler was going to smell something fishy and I know that I am not going to come out without discusing it with my boy Troye which I am going to talk to him about when we get a moment alone which isn't going to be really hard seeing as though Tylers boyfriend Korey is coming down in a couple of days to join Ty at vidcon for morrel support that and probaly to keep Ty's constant sexual cravings satisfied for our sakes and the fans I grab one of Troyes bags because he looks exhausted

"was the flight good?" I ask knowing that it probaly wasn't but the question will probaly hold Ty's attention for a bit

"no it was horrific" Troye replies with a groan

"he's not wrong ..." Ty continues to explain the whole flight in detail all the way back to my flat when we pull up Troye-boy is sleeping next to me in the passanger seat I get out and tossthe keys to Ty gesturing towards the door and I walk over to Troye's side and un-buckle him slowly as to not wake him up and then gentally lift him out of the car and up the drive way to my flat and carry him inside to my bedroom and put him on my bed to sleep and make sure Ty isn't anywhere to be seen and gentally place a kiss on his head before walking back to the car and carrying Troye's stuff into my house then to my room we had previously agreed that he would sleep with me so he wouldn't have to move in a couple of days when Korey arrives so that Ty wouldn't be suspious I then shut the door to my room and walk into the kitchen making myself a coffee and walking over to my couch with my laptop and log into my Tumblr and Twitter scrolling through my Tumblr when Ty walks out and joins me in the room and starts scrolling through his phone I sigh and continue and about three hours later I get a personal message from Troye

Troye: Where are you is Ty there to?

me: Loungeroom and yea Ty is here Why?

Troye: I'm to Tired and wanna snuggle but I can't do that with Ty there

me: Come here I'm on the big couch and you can snuggle I mean you just woke up and it's not like he's really going to notice I mean he's been either texting Korey or scrolling through his social media for the last three hours xx

Troye: Fine I'll be there in a min xx

a couple of seconds later Troye sneaks out of my room and straight to my side where he burries himself into me I smirk at this and put my arm around him I notice he brought his phone and I quickly text him

Me: if he does notice just say your not feeling well xx

and he just nods in reply and snuggles into me more making himself look like he would if he was actually sick were sitting like this enjoying each others touch for another hour before Ty looks up and notices Troye snuggled into me

"awe Troye are you okay?" he asks

"not really, I'm not feeling well" he replys snuggling into me more and I move my hand to his shoulder rubbing it as if you do when someone isn't feeling well

"how long have you been up for I'm sorry I've been texting Kor" he asks concerned and guilty?

"he's been here for about an hour" I reply for him pretending to be a bit angry with him for texting and not noticing his bestfriend

I stand up lifting a fake drowsy Troye up and taking him into my bedroom shutting the door on my way through for dramatic effect Troye smirks and trys to hold in his laughter I do the same thing

"I'm gonna go back out there and shut the door pretend that your asleep again" I say passionately kissing him

"I've been waiting to do that for ages" he says

and roles over pretending to be asleep and I walk to the door open it and walk out shutting it gently and walk back into the loungeroom where Ty is sitting

"I'm so sorry Con I should have been hanging with you guys instead of being sucked into talking with my boy" he says

"I'm not the one you should be sorry to that's Troye" I say getting up and walking into the kitchen to get a water bottle and walk back into the lounge room I sigh

"sorry Ty it's just that it made him really sad when he came out and you didn't even look up it was like a kid saw you kill santa right infront of them it wasn't a good look" I say

"it was that bad?" he asks and I nod in responce to his question he gasps

"you don't think he has a crush on me do you?" he asks

"no I know he doesn't but Ty your his bestfriend" I say

"wait how do you know he doesn't have a crush on me?" he asks

"because he got a crush on someone else" I say

"but why don't I know this" he asks me

"because he feels like your to busy with Korey to be bothered with his problems, he skyped me a couple months ago crying because you didn't reply to his crisist text he sent you and he didn't know what to do" I say telling him the partial truth of how we got together leaving out the part were we actually did I look up at him and he had tears in his eyes

"and how do you feel Con?" he asks

"I wasn't exactly shocked when he told me you didn't even answer him I mean you haven't even answered me from months ago Ty like did you even know I am on anti-depressants now" I say

"what when did this happen?" he asks

"a couple of months ago when I texted you to ask you to come with me to a phycologist because I was scared to go alone do you wanna know your reply?" I ask not giving him a chance to reply I continue "nothing you didn't even reply Ty do you know how much that effected me?" I say

"I am so sorry Con, I had no idea what I was doing" he says

"I forgive you Ty, but you gotta change and atleast talk to us and not ignore our texts" I say he nods I get up and walk towards the my room I gesture for him to come and I open the door

"Con-bon is that you?" Troyes voice comes from my room