All the shadows
All the shields
All the voices
They stir the field
He lets out a small laugh and sniffles, looking away from me and to his feet.
We gotta lift our eyes to the dawn
Through the forest of forgotten tears
–– “A lot of people told me not to let someone go, if you know they’re the one.” ––
Let it all out
Tears spilled down his cheeks. I wanted to wipe them away so badly, and to tell him everythings going to be okay, like I always did. But my hands are frozen, grasped around the bundle of the ocean breeze.
Let your guard down
Let it fall down
–– “I know you’re the one Cass. I’ve been with you for so long, as my best friend, and maybe someone more than that. I love you Cass” ––
And rearrange again
And rearrange again
My heart races, and the knot in my stomach loosens.
Words
They don't ever seem to feel the same
When you hear them all the time
–– “I know I won’t stop loving you, whether, if you’re my best friend or girlfriend...” ––
How
Do you ever let go of the shame?
When you left someone behind
I’m not going to lose him anymore.
Flowers hang
The spaces over our lives
They remind us to forget the pain
“... I don’t know if you still like me, but please don’t tell me I’m too late or...”
All the shadows
All the shields
All the voices
They stir the field
I gently tip his chin up with my finger, so that his eyes locked into mine.
We gotta lift our eyes to the dawn
Through the forest of forgotten tears
“You’re never too late.”
And.
I kissed him.
Let it all out
Let your guard down
Let it fall down
His lips were softer than I imagined.
After watching a lot, and I mean a lot of romantic movies, this kiss is... so much better.
I dropped the clothes, leaving a puddle by our feet.
A hand on his cheek, the other on his chest.
Let it all out
Let your guard down
Let it fall down
I felt his arms wrap around my waist, like he always did.
But this felt different.
A good kind of different.
And rearrange again
And rearrange again
The taste of his lips, the soft sound of his breathing, the metallic brush of his lip ring.
Minutes pass. Or maybe hours.
Luke’s POV
I pull away and lean my forehead against hers.
The taste of her lips lingers on mine.
Oh oh oh oh oh
Looking into her warm brown eyes, I smile and lean in closer.
“You promise?” I ask.
Ou ou
She moves in, her smile against mine.
“I promise.”
A tingle goes down my back as I lean in for another kiss.
This time.
It's time to say goodbye
And start over
I know that she’s mine.
~~~~~~~~~~
“Re-Arrange Again” ~ Erin McCarley
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You Promised (A Luke Hemmings FanFic)
FanfictionA year goes by. No calls. No texts. Long distance dreams between Cassidy and Luke. Feelings and memories buried away from what was left of their friendship. When Luke comes back, secrets and tears are muffled underneath pillows on Cassidy's bed. Is...
"Never Too Late"
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