Hope is irrational
The way I hope for,
Long for you
Is the the murder I didn't commit
Framed and imprisoned
Your cruel laughter is
Still music to my ears
For they cannot help but ignore
The discordant note of betrayal
My blind love erasing fear
And leaving blazing white pain
Another sound
This one terrible
Looking to you I finally see
The ugly sound isn't you but me
My heart
Fracturing slowly
The cracks in my body
Ruining my eardrums
The torture is your fault
And yet you did nothing to harm me
No wait, another lie
I almost left my clouded state
Yet love pushes me back
A mindless zombie once more
I'm sorry for my lonely love
The naive soul in my body
Keeping my head up
My eyes shining
Even when the world collapses
Loving you is my priority
Yet since I am causing you unhappiness
I'm sorry for my hopeless love
