Chapter 14

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Mackenzie's POV

1 month later

We where currently in L.A

Our relationship isn't working how I thought it would Justin has been out every night he even goes out after shows and when he gets home he always snappy and short tempered he makes me feel like everything I do is ruining our relationship
Right now I was sitting at Justin's house and it was about 11:30pm I got up and decided to go lay down cause I know Justin wouldn't be home anytime soon once my head hit the pillow I feel asleep but unfortunately I was awakened some time later by the door slamming and feet stomping up the stairs I quickly closed my eyes and faked sleep

I heard the door open and foot steps then I heard the bathroom door close and open and the other side of the bed dip then I felt Justin's hand on my waist I flinched and pulled away I heard Justin sigh and lay down I squeezed my eyes tighter together holding back tears things have changed Justin has changed

6:00am

I ripped my eyes open and looked beside me to see Justin's back and him dead asleep I carefully got out of bed and tip toed out to the balcony

I put my hands on the railings and tried to regulate my breathing as I did that I looked at the view I've been having these dreams well more like nightmares and it just replays of a night when Justin came home one night

"Kenzie God your such a bitch why do you make shit so difficult!!!" Justin yelled harshly
"Why am I even with you" he mumbled under his breath

As that replayed in my head a tear slipped down my cheek why am I second guessing this relationship I love Justin with all my heart but so many people ask me why I'm still with him and truly I'm not sure either and the stupid thing is I know no matter what happens I will always love him

I was in mid thought when I felt a pair of arms slither around my waist

"Whatcha thinking about?" Justin rasped resting his chin on my shoulder

"Us" I said my voice cracking

"Hey hey what's the matter" he said spinning me around looking at me

"Do you really think this is going to work Justin" I said

"What are you trying to say Kenzie" he said cautiously

"I'm tired..tired of been blamed for this relationship" I said looking in his eyes they were dark and angry

"Well if you didn't act like an gold digging bitch then this would be fine" he said

"See right there how am I gold digging when your out partying and doing shit you know will get you ass in trouble if I wanted money or fame then I would have it and I wouldn't still be here I'm here cause I love you but I guess this is a one sided relationship!!"

I sighed and shook my head pulling away walking to my stuff putting in I'm my bags

"So your just gonna leave me you can't run from your problems Mackenzie" Justin yelled following me

"Yeah I am leaving but it's not for me it's for you,you need to figure out yourself and with me here that won't happen bye Justin" I said walking out of his house and to my car walking to my trunk

I got another one a black matte Range Rover

Justin storms out yelling as I close my door and turn on my engine

And back out of his house not looking back cause I know if I did I would run right back

I drove to the studio and went up there and closed the door and locked it and sat on the couch and cried why do I love him so much, I sat there for a while and then decided to write a song to calm me down

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