I walked to my room.
I closed the door and sighed.
I didn't realize I held my breath for so long until I closed it.
I went into the dark bathroom.
I grabbed my razor and slid it across my wrist.
It felt so good.
Better than anything I've felt.
It was the only thing that comforted me because nothing or no one else could.
I washed it, ignoring the sting.
I covered it and wore a long sleeve shirt.
No one would notice anyway.
YOU ARE READING
are you leaving now? ◾j.jk & bts◾
Fanfictionwhy am I here? why did I decide to be with you? i was just an extra, wasn't i? you never cared for me. or maybe I'm delusional. no, no. i'm never delusional. do you hate me? i'll just leave. don't try to stop me. will you? of course not. (of course...