Blueberry trees wither to die,
Christmas doesn't feel cheerful this time.
The swallows have left to go down south,
Santa won't be coming to this house.
I'm feeling so blue on this holiday season,
For more than one reason.
A blue holiday for me,
I don't know how to feel merry.
Heaven gained an angel yesterday,
Christmas Eve is here and I'm far from happy.
And the worst part is, I feel guilty,
I should be celebrating this holiday,
But I simply can't, there's no way.
Not when my favorite person has gone away.
The town is painted with reds and greens,
But I'm feeling blue, such a strange feeling.
Words can't express how confused I feel,
Words can't express how I wish this wasn't real.
But, you're gone,
And they're singing festive songs.
I wish there was nothing wrong,
But you're gone.
I know you'd want me to celebrate this season,
Maybe I will but I feel like I'm committing treason.
I'll try to survive the next two days for you,
I'll put white where there's now blue.
