Crush

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I finally decided that I'll end this nonsense.

No doubt each time I'll see you, there'll always be a part of me that's still crushing.

I don't think I can do anything about that.

But for the first time, I saw you and I didn't feel anything, or maybe it's just me wanting to believe that.

I admit that I still have a crush on your brother.

You have this friendly aura around you while he is just stay-away-from me.

I don't know what I feel anymore.

Don't ask me.

I'll just have to deal with it and may I find someone who will accept me.

5.11.14