Crush

letters

For the past two days I just can't stop writing to you.

It like what Randy Cunningham says, "I'm in the zone."

I just feel like I can vent out all these bottle feelings and thoughts to you.

All the kept secrets and mysteries that were buried many years ago.

I have this feeling that you would understand and you would know what to do.

But this realisation hits me that I'm just writing this letters to you but you wouldn't know about this.

And that guy I'm writing to is this fictional person of you I made up who only lives in my brain.

While you, the real guy, wouldn't even spare a second glance at me.

You wouldn't know what to do.

You wouldn't care at all.

You just wouldn't do anything that I think you would.

I can't get over you.

Prove me wrong please?

Break my heart so I'll forget you.

And I'll stop writing this letters.

So I can hopefully get better.

(12/9/2014)