Ephemeral | dahmin

10

My mouth falls open when he left the scene, six heads follow his direction as I hear them gossip and question about his actions

When my things get back to where they were Jimin smiles at me "I'm sorry" he whispers to me and leaves with the rest of bangtan

Tzuyu pinches my waist "oh don't tell me you got included with the Kim and Park guys?" She says while glaring at me

should I lie? because yes I did get involved. Firstly I am involved with Taehyung from the very start and second Jimin was my first kiss and shit yes I remember it so clearly even when I am drunk, supposingly

And so I shake my head, "no, I didn't" I say while giving her a forced smile and again started to walk, She sighs

"To be honest, Jimin isn't a fuckboy" she lowers her voice and looks at me with serious eyes, I furrow my brows, so he's not a fuckboy from the-

"he's a playboy-" much worse

"Do you know how many girls he hurted? Do you know how many girls cried because of him? Dahyun it's better to not get envolved..well not to be rude but you'll just end up like the others, after getting what he wants he throws them away just like trash" I shut my mouth

"Realtalk, you trust too easy dahyunie unnie, once they show you that they're kind and all you already start to trust them? In which is very stupid. Just because he made you smile in a slight time doesn't mean he won't follow his real nature in where he'll fuck you once he gets your trust" and I felt that

Is my trust really that shallow? am I really that gullible? Maybe that's why I always get hurt, because I trust too easy

Tears started to sting my eyes, Tzuyu's eye soften
"I'm not insulting you unnie, I'm just telling you this because as Jimin's neighbor I'm aware of his intentions to girls, he doesn't believe in love" she says coldly

I don't know but my heart somehow broke, "Momo unnie said kyo is coming back for you, there's no other main priorities for you other than that right?" She says strictly

sometimes I wonder if Tzuyu really is a friend or not, I understand that we're two different people. She's rich and I'm not

But how can she put me down just because of our social life

"And why would I listen to you?" I say right after the bell rings, every student scurries off leaving the two of us alone in silence.

Her mouth shuts down for a second as she ponders for something to fire back, "you're talking back as if I didn't help you-"

"did I tell you to?" I raise one retarded eyebrow at her, her eyes widen as her fingers curl in annoyance, "how dare you talk back as if you're greater than me, I'm more rich and-" and once again I interrupt her

"Rich yet brainless, I may not be rich as you but I still have respect and dignity to do and say things that could not hurt anyone, what can your pathetic money do? What clean up your ass?" I say ironically at her and I knew she was digging in every word that I said

Because it was true

"Do you know how hard it is for me? How hard it is to see your mom disown you without saying while you try to find a god damn decent job and get shamed like this at school? No you don't! Because you already have everything in you! The looks, money, house, parents, popularity and acceptance. So tell me how can I not trust easily when no one's there for me!" I bursted out while feeling tears gush down my cheeks