Unconditionally || Randy

Unconditionally - Chapter 5

*Andy's POV*
We had our studio session done for the day and on our way home I was making plans of what I would do with Ryan tomorrow. I turned my head to him and asked "do you already have plans for tomorrow?" "I have no idea what to do tomorrow to be honest" he said. I was happy none of the other boys asked him to do something yet, I'm sure Brook made sure of that. "Okay I know some really good spots where I would love to take you, you're in?" I see his face light up "no doubts" he answers. Satisfied I turn around.

We are back at the house at 8 pm. We grab some fast snacks and all go to our bedrooms to watch a movie or go to sleep immediately. I don't really feel like watching a movie so I just lay on my back in my bed. I flow away in my thoughts.

*flashback*
I hit the ground hard. I can taste the blood of my nose in my mouth. "You better stay down you disgusting piece of shit" I hesitate, I crawl up to my knees and give a quick look around. I see a whole crowd of people standing around me and Reggie. He was supposed to be my best friend. Until I told him I was gay. At first there was no change in his behavior and he was still close with me as before I told him I was gay. But i fell in love with him and today I finally found the courage to tell him, and that didn't turn out very well. "Now everyone can see how disgusting you are, you are an abomination Andy" he spit on the ground. I saw people look at me, some of them with disgust, others with pity or doubt. "You guys probably don't know what happened" Reggie shouted. "Well this guy here told me he was in freaking love with me. That's disgusting and ugly" I felt a tear running down my cheek. "Yes you should cry Andy you should feel sorry for being like that, for falling in love with me and for embarrassing me." I felt broken, betrayed, vulnerable laying there on the ground. How could someone which I loved so much and had have known for almost my whole life hurt me that bad. I couldn't take it anymore I had to leave, now. I stood up, Reggie came up to me "you think you can leave now?" I looked at him with eyes full of tears. "Just let me go okay, I will leave and never come back" Reggie was clearly thinking it through considering his ripple of thoughts. He came closer to me, his attitude was threatening. "Leave, and never ever come close to me again" he hissed into my face. As fast as I could I grabbed my back and left the school. Everyone watched me go and they all had their own judgements, that was just what people were. Judgers, criticizing everything someone else did and never looking at their own faults.

After what happened that day we moved the other side of England. I never saw Reggie or anyone from that school ever again. Slowly my anxiety and insecurities disappeared. I had loads of people who took care of me, and I started making videos of me playing guitar with singing and posting them on vine. That's how someone noticed that I had talent and after a while when my manager and me found a record company who wanted to release my music I decided to create a boyband. Being in a boyband was always something I wanted and now it has finally come true and I'm happy. I love my bandmates. They accept me for who I am and we love making music together.
*end of the flashback*