Imagines

(TBS) I'll never leave (triggering)

I've been so busy today doing so many things chores, cleaning, shopping, I think I'll just take a nap..

*flash back/dream*
"Mom? Mom?.." where is my mom "Sweetie Y/N" I hear my moms faint weak voice, I run to where I heard it, I saw her on the floor bleeding from her side, she's been shot?! "Mom what happened??!" I said rushing to her "There's someone in the house you need to hide!" My mom said "No mom I need to call an ambulance you're hurt" I said crying "No, there's no time I love you with everything I have" my mom said brushing her bloody hand on my cheek and kissing my head, "Now hide!" She said, I got under the bed I heard the garage door slam and footsteps coming up the stairs, "Who the fuck else is here??!" A mans voice shouted, "No one ass hole!" My mom yelled, I tried to quiet my crying so he wouldn't hear me, "Tell me or I'll shoot you, this time in the head" he said walking closer to my mom putting the gun to her head "No. one." She said then spit in his face, "Damnit Y/M/N! Now I have to kill you, I'm going to find whoever is here anyways" he said then shot her in the head I covered my mouth to quiet my sobs.

He left the room to search for me, I ran quietly to my  room I snuck out a lot when I was younger from my window I got out of my house and ran to a house that I know would answer because I knew who he was, "Y/N?" Thomas said opening the door to me crying and out of breath completely, I just ran into his arms and sobbed more.

*end of flashback/dream*

I woke up screaming, "Y/N?" I heard Thomas yell from down stairs, I was shaking crying curled up in a ball, Thomas swung open my door rushing over to me to hold me in his arms, "Was it the dream?" He said as I held onto him for dear life, I just cried yes, "It's okay it's over, I've got you, I'll never leave you Y/N never ever" he said squeezing me tightly, "I'm s-sorry" I said into his shoulder, "Hey never apologize for something like this, I love you and what happed to you is traumatic" he held me and started rocking back and forth, we sat like that for a while I fell asleep in his arms.

I woke up to an empty bed and and crusty eyes, ew I heard music playing down stairs and decided to go down stairs, I put on some shorts with my shirt I already had on, I tip toed down the steps and peeked at the kitchen, Thomas was singing along to "Bruno Mars Treasure" while cooking some dinner, I smiled and walked up behind him, I hugged him from behind, he just kept singing and turned around to grab my hand to spin me singing to me that I was treasure.

He knew what I went through because back then he was best friends with my big brother so I would always have to go everywhere my big brother went even Thomas's house, I knew he would help me when I ran to his house, he helped me call the cops when I couldn't stop shaking he help me when I had blood on my hands and mascara all over my cheeks, that was the day I realized he loved me, and I loved him. He helped me and my brother through everything, the funeral, her belongings, moving out of the house, he let me and my brother move I. With him, I don't know how My brother was blessed with such an amazing best friend and me a Amazing husband, and my kids having such an amazing Dad. Everyday he deals with me and my craziness and our 3 amazing kids, I've never loved someone more then I love Thomas.

Thomas swayed me into his arms then dipped and kissed me, "Ewww" I hear the kids say from the living room, "Watch this we can do it again" Thomas said grabbing my cheeks and kissing me harder, "Mom tell him to stop!" My 6 yo daughter Lyla said, "Is dinner almost ready I'm starving!" My son Gio who is 3 said, in his little baby voice "Almost bud Lyla will you please come set up the table?" "Coming!" Lyla said I heard slight crying from the bedroom upstairs "He's right on time isn't he?" I said kissing Thomas on his cheek and going to get little Myles, I came back down with 8 moth old Myles on my hip, the table was set and everyone waiting for me, we started to eat and I can't help but too look around the table and love how my life turned out.

I looked over to the wall that had my moms picture hanging up, even in death my mom always had my back, it was a terrible way to get me and Thomas to know how much we really care about each other but I always think about the amazing times me and my mother had and how my life has turned out now and realize I could never gotten here with out her.

I smile at Thomas he smiles back and grabs my hand to squeeze it.