A Week With Him

Chapter 11 - Persuading Him

I swallowed hard, I was about to say the biggest lie that ever escaped my mouth. I smiled shakily which surprised him, and I tried not to tremble. "I-I realise all you've done for me over these years, killing people this world would do better without, was all to protect me, so you could be with me. It shows how much you truly love me, and I've been alone all this time until now, I should be g-grateful to you. So...m-maybe over time, I'll learn to love and respect you properly,"I said. Jeff listened close to my every word, my heart rate was through the roof at this point, but I kept my smile to not mess it up. I couldn't read his expression at first, but ever so slowly, his eyes softened and his shoulders relaxed. Jeff smiled a little, and it wasn't a taunting 'I know you're lying' smile, it looked happy and genuine. "Yes, you're right, everything I've done so far was for you Casey. I'm glad you're being understanding now,"Jeff said gently, reaching his hand out to me. He placed his hand on my thigh to rub it soothingly, it hurt badly but I dared not to say so or move away in case that upset him. I held my breath instead and tensed up as I waited for him to speak again, I was amazed at how this was actually working. He could usually see through my lies, but it seems my sort-of-flirting blinded him.

He breathed out softly and patted my thigh, he didn't mean to make it hurt but it stung anyway. "I suppose we'll wait until Sunday morning then, if it hurts that badly,"Jeff said. I secretly breathed out too, in huge relief. I somehow got away with it. "Th-Thank you, Jeff,"I said, faking another smile. He smiled back, but because of his extra long lips, it looked creepy. I knew his intention wasn't to creep me out, so I suddenly felt a little sorry for him then. He removed his hand from my leg and stood up. "I'll go get you some painkillers and more food, you've earned it my little doll,"Jeff said. As soon as he called me 'doll' again, I stopped feeling bad for him. I snapped back into reality, remembering he tortured me just a few hours ago, he's only talking sweet right now because he heard what he wanted to hear, as soon as I'm disobedient again he'll treat me horribly like earlier. When he left the room I also reminded myself that I only had until Sunday to think of a way to get out of this, it's already Friday evening, I had no ideas in mind.

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I had to let Jeff sleep with me and pretend I wanted him to this time, it was still a little early but he insisted I needed lots of rest. Before I could try settle down under the blanket Jeff stopped me by putting his hand up abruptly, making me freeze. "Wait,"he whispered gently. His eyes were focused on my exposed flat tummy. I wanted to pull my shirt down but my hands were still tied to the bedpost uncomfortably, I just stared at him anxiously instead. I got worried when he was staring a little lustfully, I prayed he wouldn't touch me yet. Jeff silently straddled me again and reached his hand out to me without a second thought, his index finger touched my waist making me flinch from the sudden contact and how cold just his fingertip felt. I nearly peed myself from how he gave me goosebumps so quickly, he fed me earlier but still said no to me going to the toilet. My bladder hurt badly.

He glided his finger down my skin and stopped below my hip, he looked up and smiled at me. "My beautiful doll,"Jeff said. He adjusted his position so he was sitting closer and got carried away, both his hands suddenly got greedy and tried pulling up my shirt further to see more. I automatically tried stopping him with my hands but forgot they were tied back for a second, I struggled and pulled on the rope a little in hoping they had magically loosened, but it didn't work of course. I squirmed a bit making Jeff stop what he was doing, I quickly talked him out of it. "N-Not now Jeff, like you said earlier I need rest, I'm just t-too tired right now,"I said meekly. He thankfully took his hand away and nodded understandingly.

He let me settle down before he joined me under the covers, I was desperate for a change of clothes whereas he didn't seem to mind sleeping in the same thing. Jeff innocently held my waist and kept me pressed to his chest, I could feel his breath near my ear as he cuddled me. I whimpered several times quietly as my thigh throbbed from the change of position, and Jeff tried to calm me. He shushed me directly in my ear and began rubbing my thigh like earlier today, it sent shivers down my spine and it hurt rather than helped. I froze when his hand was slowly inching higher and higher, I got a tingly sensation which felt nice but I didn't want him to do that. I swallowed, near tears. I already asked him to stop earlier, I was afraid of asking him a second time in case he turned cruel again, and I forced myself not to cry since I'm pretending I like him now. I felt beyond relieved when he stopped his hand from getting any closer to my privates, he pulled his hand away and held my waist again instead. He chuckled once. "Virgin,"he said coldly.

I felt stunned for a moment, thinking he knew I didn't want him really and expecting him to turn cruel again. But, he just snuggled me innocently and smirked a little. "It's okay, I'll wait until you're ready,"he whispered into my neck. I nearly sobbed then. I hate this. I don't know how long I can keep acting, and I still have no idea what I'm supposed to do before he takes me away on Sunday. I was thinking about it for hours, it kept me up all night. I was up long after Jeff had drifted off. I eventually let a single tear roll down my face, I watched it soak into the pillow.