Mine.

Chapter 18

Ryder's pov

The anger I felt while driving, kind of scared me. In the moment though all I could think of was Octavia and how she was with guys who weren't me. I hadn't even realized how fast I got there until I pounded on her front beige colored door. It didn't help that she was wearing red shorts and a black half top.

Instantly I pinned her to the wall, her attire only fueled my anger. Only I should see her like this, not that she didn't look extremely beautiful.

"Who the hell is here." I yelled harshly.

"W-what are you talking a-about?" My mind instantly knew I was making her extremely nervous.

"You fucking know what I'm talking about." I yelled a little to loud making her flinch.

This act snapped me back to reality, my eyes softening and I pulled away from her, collecting myself. I didn't want her afraid of me, that's the last thing I wanted. I'm such an asshole, for a minute it was like this. Then Jacob happened, I didn't know the kid and I already wanted him dead. The way he called her angel and the way they spoke to each other showed me enough.

They were just friends, and she seemed not to like him very much. When she called me her friend I mentally laughed.

Sure princess.

When she started to stroke my hand I was actually starting to calm down, surprisingly. Soon we were in the bathroom and I was fitted perfectly between her legs, as she blushed and looked down. I tilted her chin upwards to look at me.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell at you like that it was wrong and I'm sorry I just couldn't control my anger." I said, sincerely, I really wanted her to believe me.

"I-it's okay." she said with her sweet elegant voice I've grown to love.

Which caused me to smile, and her mirroring it with her own. She noticed my hand yet again and took it in her own, starting to clean the dried blood off. Then she cleaned my wounds with an alcohol pad, god she's beautiful. I couldn't ever not admire her beauty. Then of course my insecurities took over.

Would Octavia judge me for who I really am? Does she even feel the same way I feel?

Once she asked me what happened I got embarrassed, I guess. My anger blinds me so much it's hard to control.

I tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, "Let's not talk about that right now, thank you doctor." I said smiling.

Her cheeks turned a light pink but, even after she still wanted to know. I fessed up and she still couldn't get why I was so mad. I gripped her hips and brought her close to me.

"Because, you're mine Octavia hill." I stated, rather possessively.

I could only imagine what's going through that pretty head of hers. Her cheeks were flushed and I noticed her breathing quicken. Even then she still didn't answer.

"Say something, love" I said, gripping her hips more.

"Um I-" she started to say almost breathlessly.

"Octavia Hill! Jacob says there's a guy up here with you? What are you doing in there? better not be anything naughty, you hear me dude don't destroy her innocence, you know I should-" I heard Jake yelling through the door.

Wow, I've never seen Jake be like this towards her, maybe he wasn't a problem after all.

"Dude their probably you know." The guy who I despise said, making Octavia's face flush even more.

"Ew, ew, ew." I heard a girl voice squeal.

As much as I would love to with Octavia. We would never get the time to. If we're always interrupted example, now. Especially with everyone around us all the time. I doubt I'd even get enough time to kiss her perfect lips.

I looked at her once again and she was covering her face, "You guys seriously!" she groaned at how careless her friends were being.

I get it I'd kill Carter if he ever bothered me with her. Suddenly the doorbell rang throughout the house.

"PIZZA!" I heard the guys shout, stomping downstairs, "Thanks angel." I clenched my fists at that.

"Yeah thanks sweetheart." Jake yelled.

Octavia took her hands from her face, laying them in her lap. "Thank you Maya." she smiled knowingly.

"You're welcome." A feminine voice replied back as I assume is, Maya, Octavia sighed and the air was silent.

"Y-you should probably go m-my parents will be back soon." Ouch, that hurt.

I loosened the grip I had on her hips as insecurities flooded my mind once again, "You want me to go?" I asked disappointedly, right when I thought we were going to get to talk.

"Well, I just um, I, well it's-" she started to say a little panicked, I took her hands in mine, bringing them to my lips and kissing them.

"It's okay princess, relax, breathe." I ushered her, she seemed to relax, which made me happy, "Now do you want me to go my love?" I asked, crossing my fingers hoping she'll say no.

To my luck, she shakes her head no shyly. Once I seen that, my insecurities were no more. What do you know, crossing your fingers actually does help.

I smiled, "Good." It was silent for a moment just us enjoying each other's presence and staring at each other.

"So you're just here because, you were jealous or did I misread the whole "you're mine" thing." she said, and I grinned loving the way she's opening up.

"Yes I was jealous because, like you just said, you're mine." I restated, a smirk slipping onto my face.

She smiled and shook her head, a blush staining her cheeks. I smiled and before I had any say so, my head dipped down into her neck. I heard her gasp as I started to leave small kisses on her neck.

"R-Ryder-" she panted, please don't ask me to stop.

"Shh." I shushed her, starting to leave love bites on her neck, that pointed out she was taken.

She moaned softly which made a certain part of me pretty happy. Then the door bell rang throughout the house again and I groaned, pulling away. She was now sporting two fresh hickey's on her neck which made me smile. When I locked eyes with her she was blushing a lot.

"Um, Octavia your parents just got home." Maya said, through the door as she knocked lightly.

Fuck.