My Boyfriend or Best Friend

CHAPTER ONE

I woke up to the sound of my alarm.
I almost fell down while I was trying to get up but luckily I didn't. Thank God for that.

I switched off my alarm and decided to sleep some more because I was up all night watching my favorite series which of course is Game Of Thrones the best series ever made.

I closed my eyes and I continued to sleep. I wanted to open my eyes but my soft bed was so comfortable and my body was enjoying the softness of the bed
"Just sleep a little longer," my mind told me

I jumped off my bed and saw it was still 7:33 a.m so I still had a little time to get dressed for school. I went to the washroom to have my bath. I had my bath as fast as I could and quickly got out of the washroom and went straight to my closet... I pulled out a pair of trousers and a cute blue top that I've been dying to wear and I threw it on my bed.

I moisturized my soft skin, put on my undergarments, and wore the clothes I threw on my bed. I arranged my school bag and went out of my room.

I saw an apple on the kitchen counter, I grabbed it and ate it.

I got out of the house and luckily my brother Jason was still outside the house in his car.
He was about to drive off but I yelled at him to stop the God damn car.

I got in and we drove to school.

My brother is in his last year of high school and he's a year older than me. He is pretty nice and he's a cool popular guy around the school. He is also on the school's football team. He's the quarterback of the school's football team.

"When will you ever learn how to drive?" Jason asked me.

"I'll learn someday," I said knowing that's a big lie. I failed the driving test three times so I doubt I'd ever learned to drive.

"Yeah right," he said sarcastically and I rolled my eyes.

"on your last driving test the interviewer said you should never drive because you drive like a drunk person," Jason said to make fun of me.

"I'll learn how to drive if you would just teach me," I said.
I didn't go to a driving school, my dad is barely at home so he can't teach me, my sister hates me and would not teach me, and my annoying brother my last hope doesn't want to teach me.

"I am really busy that's why I can't teach you. I will convince Emily to teach you if she has the time."

"Hell no" I screamed but I didn't mean to scream that loud.
"why would he even suggest that I thought to myself"

"Why not?" Jason asked and he knows the reason why. I am sure this is one of his plans for my sister and me to become some sort of friend or to build a relationship between us.

My sister hates me because she believes I'm the cause of our mother's death. my mum died while giving birth to me so I understand why she feels it's my fault. I also believe it's my fault. Sometimes I wish I never came into the world if it meant my mum would still be alive and my sister and brother would have their mother. I feel like I'm the monster who took their mother away from them.

"I don't want Emily to teach me. We will end up arguing and I don't want that" I said trying to be calm.

"Fine. I understand" he said

"Thanks"

"So how's your boyfriend?" My brother asked to end the awkward silence between us.

"He's fine but I think he's a little bit upset about what happened at Emily's wedding.

Noah is my boyfriend he's the running back of the school's football team and he is pretty hot and because of that most girls would love to date him but I guess I'm the lucky girl who is dating him.
Emily was getting married to Tony and Tony is close to Noah's family. Tony's father and Noah's father have been best friends since childhood so Tony and Noah grew up to be like brothers.. my sister walked out of the altar on her wedding day and left Tony there alone and nobody knows why...