Mi Razon De Ser (under reconstruction)

Chapter 26

Saras P.O.V

Its been 2 days since disneyland with  zabdiel and after our little conversation i started contemplating if i can even have relationship with joel and if it will ever work with all the things he has in his life 

"whats wrong" i hear frankie asks as he stares at me 

"nothing why" i say as shake my thoughts away 

"you were staring off into space"he says "come on sara ik you whats wrong" he says 

"well.." i start telling him the talk i had with zabdiel and how things with joel will never work out

"listen, You are the most beautiful girl i know,one of the strongest human beings ever remember you are smart...Someday your prince will come" he says as he hugs me tightly 

"thanks panchito" i say as i snuggle up to him 

"DID YOU GUYS SEE THIS" stephanie comes in holding her laptop 

"no what" me and frankie talk in unison 

"just see it" she hands me her laptop and its a clip from the latest gordo y la flaca episode

the title was "JOEL PIMENTEL CAUGHT WITH MYSTERY GIRL MAKING OUT IN MIAMI CLUB" 

Just by seeing that my heart sped up and my eyes started sweating 

"hey we dont need to watch it" frankie tells me as he sends a glare to stephanie 

"NO PLAY IT" i yell as i let the anger in me burst 

frankie looks shocked but plays it 

as i see the video i feel anger,pain,numbness in me i get up and run out of frankies house bumping into alejandra 

"sara honey whats wrong" she asks me 

i dont even answer i just wanna hide in a hole.

"SARAH" i hear frankie call out 

I run to my house 

i feel my stomach twisting, nausea hitting me, my chest and heart burn from everything 

I got home with frankie hot on my trail 

I slam the door open 

"hey sar-" i hear victor say before he sees the state i am in 

I run up to my bedroom and lock my door 

i feel everything rising up as i run into the bathroom and throw up everything 

"SARAH" i hear  victor banging on my door "OPEN UP PLEASE" he yells crying 

after i was done throwing up i go to my sink and wash my mouth 

i feel numb and cold inside 

i know im exaggerating but he just confessed he loved me a couple days ago 

i mean we arent anything but it still hurts

I swear im a clown to guys 

"SARAITH ROSE MONTENEGRO HABRE LA PUERTA" victor yells 

I dont listen and just lay in my bed feeling my heart break little by little 

**SLAM*** i hear the door open 

"OH MY GOD BABY" victor says as he runs to my side 

"DONT HUG ME,DONT TOUCH ME" i says 

victor doesnt listen and hugs me tighter