i wake up with someone knocking on the door and ringing the doorbell constantly.
i stretch and walk over towards the door.
i open the door and Owen is there smiling at me.
"Owen! hi!" i move out the way so he can walk in.
Owen walls over and sits down on an arm chair, i sit opposite him.
"so what brings you here?" i ask. Owen hasn't been here for about four months.
he smiles at me, "So, i haven't seen you in a while, and i thought, since school is starting really soon for you, i would come over and help you get organised.
i see you've already started."
he motions to the bags of school supplies on the bench."oh, well, thanks for coming 'round, i do really need some help." i laugh.
"so, let's get started."
Owen explains everything about my new school. He gives me a map, and some text books, he tells me about some of the teachers there, and who to avoid, etc.
overall the school seems nice and i was kind of, kind of looking forward to it.
Owen leaves just after 6pm.
i sigh and head to the kitchen to make some dinner.
i get out some pasta and turn the stove on.
i make my meal and slowly eat it.once i'm done i wash my dishes and head up stairs.
i sit on my piano stool and open up the top.
i replay the song i wrote yesterday.i really liked it.
i smile and head to my window.
i watch the sun go down.one more week...
i lay down in my bed and sleep not wanting to ever wake up again.
time skip to a day before school starts
tomorrow i'll be starting school.
yes, i am so nervous.
yes, i don't want to go.
yes, i want to die.
yes, i will die.breathe y/n, breathe.
it was 11am and i was at the beach, sitting on the sand, looking out at the ocean.
it was really pretty.i stand up and take a walk down the beach, feeling the grains of hot sand sink as my feet step over them.
a lot of people would say living alone at 16, and having no friends or family, would be really lonely, but it's not.
it's calming.
it's nice.
it's free.i walk through the shallow end of the water kicking it as i go.
i hear some shouts of laughter from behind me.
it was a group of maybe, five or so boys- around my age, with surf boards, in the water splashing each other like two year olds.
i observed them closer, and then i saw him, freaking ruel.
i wanted so badly to go over and talk to him.
but i have to keep my promise.
i walk off the beach and go to a cafe that overlooks the beautiful view of the water.
i buy a smoothie and sit and listen to some music.
i spend maybe another hour at the cafe enjoying some me time, when i think it's about time for me to head home.
i grab my things and start to walk back to my house.
i really wish owen would let me have a car already.
i get disrupted from my thoughts when i hear a car speeding around the corner.
i didn't realise i was on the road until i hear the car horn go off.
i pull my earphones out and look at the car that had stopped about 7 inches from where i was standing.
the driver gets out.
"okay, okay, don't get angry at me." i begin, "you where the one doing 90, when you where meant to be doing 40-"
i stopped talking when i realised who it was, ruel, of course.
"y/n... hi... i..am so sorry, i... um-"
i interrupt him, "don't waste your breath. i get it, you where in a rush, but there's speed limits for a reason."
he smiles shyly, "yeah... well i need to go... catch you later?"
i hope not.
"uh, yeah. oh, and, tip? stop trying to run me over."
ruel laughs as he hops in his car, "i'll try." he winks again, and he's gone.
i smile like an idiot, the rest of the way home.
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