PAINLESS

1st Chapter

Levi Primera POV

"But dad! I wanted to go to a regular school!"

He stand up and left me. I just looked at his back until i no longer saw him.

Every year, we argue about this. Arguing about me transferring to a regular school. Because all my life i grew up homeschooling. and i wanted to know what is the feeling of being in a regular school. Having a different classmates who grew up in a different environment, having a different teacher who had a different techniques in teaching, having a crush or a boyfriend, and having a friend who you can run to always.

I cant help but to feel sad. I shouldn't be. Im used to rejection when it comes to this. All my life i felt like a bird in a cage. I can't go out unless they open it for me.

Umakyat nalang ako sa kwarto ko at ni-lock ang pinto. Cant i just habe this one wish? This is the only thing i wished for. I know, im so lucky to be a primera and im thankful. But i knew some primera that is living normal.

"Señiorita, signor wanted me to check up you" someone knock the door of my room. I'm sure it's him. My butler.

"Tss shut up, sky. I know father didn't want you to check my body. My father is still on his right mind!" I shouted because of iritation. Tss! I really dont want that man to be my butler but as my father said i must obey him.

I heared him chuckled and open the door wrecklessly. My eyes widden. I am shock and angry at the same time.

"Sky!!" My voices echoed in the whole mansion but i dont care. I just care about my anger againts him. What do this monkey wants from me? He's really anoying!

"Relax señiorita i just wanted to check you" he shook his head and chuckled. I can feel my head boiling in anger.

"I said no!" i shouted. He just laugh and walk back to the door. Before he close the door he looked at me and smiled.

"Siniorita just call me if you need my help. It is easy for me to check up all the parts of your body." he said and winked. I get my pillow and throw it to his direction. He immediately close the door.

Arghh! That guy!

I need to check my body every hour or so. I dont feel pain, temperature and pressure. I cant also taste foods. I cant also sweat. Yes, i have an inborn disorder. It is called inborn analgesia.

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"Did you already checked up your body?" dad asked while we are eating our lunch. Mom is busy chit chatting with her ammigas on her phone. I know dad is pertaining to me.

"I--Uhm She already did signor" sky said and secretly smirked at me. I rolled my eyes at him.

Hindi naman siya ang tinatanong . Duh! Napaka pakialamero talaga ng lalaking to. But on the other side, good thing he answered because honestly i dont have any plans to talk to Dad. I'm still pissed.

"Are you okay levi? You are not moving the food on plate" mom said without looking at me. She's still busy. Tsk.

"I'm fine mom. Bakit ba ako hindi magiging okay diba? Okay lang naman ako dahil hindi ako pinapayagan ni daddy na lumipat sa regular school eh. Okay lang naman talaga. Hindi naman nakakainis yun" sabi ko at sumubo ng pagkain. Naramdaman kong natigilan sila sa sinabi ko. They are all looking at me. Bakit? Hindi naman siguro halata na sarcastic yung pagkasabi ko non no?

Nagtawanan silang lahat. Parang ako ang outsider dito at hindi si Sky. Excuse me? Anak niyo po ako.

"Do you really want to tranfer to a regular school?" mom asked and smiled at me. I nodded. Hindi na dapat ako magpatumpik tumpik pa baka magbago ang isip ni mom. May saltik pa naman to kadalasan.

"No. If i said no, No." Dad interupted. I stop myself from rolling my eyes. Relax, levi. Tatay mo yan, baka makulong ka sa dungeon pag nakita niyang iniirapan mo siya. Lolz.

"Love I think we should let her. She's old enough to handle herself. And besides Sky is here. He can accompany her always" mom said and cling her arms to dad. Mom secretly winked at me.

"Alam mo naman ang kondisyon niya diba? Naiintindihan mo naman siguro ang panganib sa buhay ng anak mo." Sagot ni dad habang umiinom ng kape.

"Ofcours! Im worried abput her well-being! Pero paano na lang siya? Habang buhay na lang ba siyang nakakulong dito? Hanggang kailan siya hahadlangan ng sakit niya?" Naiiyak na sabi ni Mom. Emotional talaga si mom pag ako na ang topic at ang condition ko.

"Shh, why are you crying? Bakit ako ang kontrabida sa gusto niyo? All i want is the best for Levi. And if it cost her normal life for her to live, why not right? I want to be greedy for my child." Dad stated.

I felt uncomfortable hearing this. I always blamed myself for carrying this freaking illness. Almost everyday, when i was a child, im crying myself to sleep.

"Dad, even if it's just a year. I want to study. I want to feel that im normal even for just a year of my life. After that, you can caged me in this house. Just a year." I begged.

"Primera doesnt beg. Why are you begging for this? Do you really want to study in a university?" He unbelievably looked at me. It's a big deal for me.

I nod as a tear escape my eyes. I wiped it away. Please sana pumayag ka Dad.

(Baby its you)

"Fine. Is The blixin International School is enough for you?" dad asked. I quickly smiled and nodded.

Mahirap na may topak din tong tatay ko eh.

"In many condition Sky will always accompany you." he said.

"He will dad." i said and look at sky who is smilling widely at me.

Actually ayoko talaga siyang sumama saakin pero kung ang kapalit naman non ay makakapag aral ako sa isang university. Why not?

"Okay it's settled then" dad said and get his phone. He called someone. i look at mom who is smiling at me. I mouthed 'thanks' to her.

PABALING BALING ako sa hinihigaan ko. I can help but to feel the excitement because tommorow we will going to go to Blixin International School.

"OMG!!!" isubsob ko ang mukha ko sa unan ko at tumili tili. I used to do this when i was so happy.

Then suddenly my phone ring. I get it from my bed table.

Sky the pawpawsin patrol calling......

Accept|Decline

I answer his phone call baka magbigti siya pag dinecline ko. As soon as i touch the accept button i heared his annoying voice.

"Please lang wag mong pahalata na kinikilig ka saakin rinig na rinig kasi hanggang dito sa kwarto ko yung tili mo eh" natatawang sabi niya. Parang gusto kong ipasok yung kamay ko dito sa speaker ng cellphone ko hanggang sa speaker ng cellphone niya at tuktukan siya sa bunbunan. pero wag na sayang ang effort ko pag nagkataon.

"O diba nanahimik ka? sabi ko na nga ba eh. Silent means yes" sabi niya. I can see his smirking face from here.

"Nanaginip ka na naman ng gising, unggoy. bumalik ka nalang sa mga kapamilya mong nasa zoo. I'm sure na mi miss na nila ang kamag anak nila." sabi ko at ibinaba ang tawag.

What are going to happen tommorow? I'm excited at the same time nervous.