The 7 stages of a breakup [jamilton]

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            Alex's  P.O.V:

                    Shock was all I could feel at the moment. The words coming out of his mouth going in one ear, and coming out of the other. I could feel my eyes burning from the tears and my throat swelling as I gasped for air. I stared at him trying to think of what to say, but nothing come out of my mouth. My heart started aching as I ran off to the parking lot, throwing away the stuffed animal Thomas had won me earlier, and leaving him in the dust.

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-1 day ago-

10:04 AM.

I awoke to the sound of birds outside my window. I rolled over to be confronted by my lovers beautiful face. "Good morning darlin'. " Thomas smiled.

I yawed out a good morning back to him before nuzzling my head into his shoulder and falling back asleep for another half hour. 

After waking up again, I came to find Thomas had left. Me and Thomas have been together for about 3 years, and I loved every second of it.

 Once we graduated high school, he made me a promise that he was gonna marry me someday. I still think of that every time I see him.

I finally got up and threw on one of his giant sweatshirts and headed for the kitchen. 

We moved to New York after graduation and we now live in a tiny apartment. We both have the same job working for the council of the city, but he has a higher position then me for god knows what reason. 

I'm greeting by the smell of cheese as I make my way into the kitchen. Just by the smell and Thomas' beautiful smile, I knew exactly what he was making. Mac and Cheese. "Do you want any?" He looked over his shoulder.

"It's 10 am Thomas, I think I'll pass." I chuckle as I go to make some coffee. Before I can even get up on the counter to reach the coffee filters in the cabinet, Thomas picks me up and flings me over his shoulders. 

"What the hell! Put me down you douche!" I shouted as I kicked and hit. 

Thomas only chuckled and set me down gently on the ground. "I don't like it when you climb on the counter. I don't want you to hurt yourself."

I rolled me eyes as I headed back for the bedroom, " Wake me when it's time for work." 

Before I close the door I hear a faint response, "Anything for you, Lexi~" I smile to myself as I fall back asleep.

11:30 AM.

I'm awoken by Thomas plopping on our bed with a tray of fruits,eggs,mac and cheese, and two glasses of orange juice. "Wakey Wakey, eggs and bakey." he kissed my nose lightly before setting the tray between us.

"What's all this for?" I notice how he made the eggs. Over-easy. Just how I like them. "I thought you needed some food in  your belly considering you never eat, so I prepared all the essentials." 

He smiled and started eating the mac and cheese, "Dig in." 

I eat a few pieces of strawberries and eggs and finished it off with some delicious orange juice. Thomas took the tray and dishes and headed back into the kitchen to go clean them. 

While he was gone, I got ready for work by putting on some casual pants and buttoned-up green velvet shirt. (My favorite one) and slipped on some shoes. I combed my long brown hair and made sure everything was ready. 

Thomas came back in to get ready as well. He dressed up in the same pants as me, but with a slick black shirt and red tie. I added that, of course.

"You usually wear your purple shirt, what changed?" I ask as I finish tying his tie.

"I wanted to switch up today. Also, I know how much you like it when I wear black." He smirked.

He was right, he looked so good in black. I blushed as I got our brief cases out of the closet. 

"What's the rush Lex? We don't have to leave until 12." I looked over at the clock to see that it was only 11:43. I shrugged and set the brief cases down as I pulled him onto the bed and cuddled him for a few minutes. 

I could smell his cologne from miles away and I loved it. 

Sometimes, I would even steal it so I could always smell like him. Even though he hated when I did that. He had a very special kind of scent and only really rich people got it, so when he smells someone else wearing it, he throws a fit. 

Luckily, I didn't put it on today. "Hey, Alex?" I lifted my head to look into his gorgeous brown eyes. "What is it Tommy?" Thomas always blushed when I call him that.

 He doesn't like to admit it, but he can be a real softy sometimes. "I love you." He smiled. 

He knows I always blush when he says that out of nowhere. "I love you too." I give him a quick peck on the lips before getting up and getting everything ready to leave for work.

12:03 AM.

I give Thomas a kiss on the cheek as I watch him head into his office. He doesn't like when people are in his office. He barley even lets me in there. 

He kinda has to share everything with me, so anything that's just his is something he keeps just his. I don't find it offensive, since I do the same thing.

One thing everyone knows is that we love to debate during meetings and tend to turn everything into a fight.

 We still love each other, but we both have different personalities when it comes to this kind of thing. Today was one of those days.

 "WHY WOULD YOU PUT A PARK BY THE COURTHOUSE? DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW TO THINK?" Thomas yelled from across the room.

"IT'S BETTER THEN PUTTING IT BY THE SCHOOL STUPID!" I yell back

" IN WHAT WAY? KIDS GO TO SCHOOL. PLAY GROUNDS ARE FOR KIDS. HOW DOES THIS NOT MAKE ANY SENSE TO YOU???" He stood up throwing his hands in the air.

"I DON'T HOW YOUR MOMMA RAISED YOU, BUT OBVIOUSLY SHE DIDN'T RAISE YOU RIGHT SINCE YOU FORGOT THAT THE SCHOOL ALREADY HAS A PLAYGROUND." I stood up with him, and glared at him with a burning passion.

"Why you little-." 

"ENOUGH." Everyone froze to the sound of George Washington standing up and staring at both of us with an even more burning passion. 

"I can't believe you both are mature men and you still yell at each other like kids!" I take my eyes off of George and look at Thomas, and he was already glaring at me, basically twitching with anger.

 I just smirked and glared back at him with my arms crossed. This made him more mad, which made me more happy. 

"This meeting is over. We will discuss the issue more tomorrow. Everyone is dismissed. Have a lovely day." He and everyone else left the room with only me and Thomas still glaring at each other. "Oh we'll see about that."

 I smiled and stood tall as he continued to glare at me. "Fuck. You." He grumbled and picked his brief case up. 

"I would love that." I winked at him and took his hand as we walked out the door together. If you saw us in person you would be shocked to know we were dating. 

He is a staggering 6 inches taller then me, which makes me look extremely small compared to that giant. But, I'm in love with that giant.

My giant.