chapter 8

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Kim Namjoon pov 

Holy, Jin can really eat. He's taking a nap now. This feels weird. Usually, I'd dread to take care of anyone but he's different. In fact, I'm almost catching myself hoping he's gonna be sick a little longer so he'll be stuck with me… 

His presence is honestly so soothing, comforting. I just can't describe it… He's so cute right now, cuddled up in my blanket and basically just looking like a cute koala. It's weird what I've found out about him. From our weird now, almost daily conversations, it's so weird and it seems like I've known him all my life. He's nothing like Taeyeon. She… I thought she was perfect. Well, that's before she cheated on me with probably the whole city. Like, come on? Since then, I didn't really feel like getting into any other relationship. It was just too risky for me. I also changed from a normal pub to a gay nightclub. I really didn't want to see girls anyone, at least not all slutted up like that. It brings back too many bad memories. 

I thought I was asexual till I met Kim Seokjin. I really don't know how it happens. It's just like a vortex sucked me in. I could drown in those beautiful brown orbs for hours. He really needs to stop smoking though. 

Right now, it's so weird. My baby brother is dating his ex. It's so… thanks a lot Jungkook. You sort of ruined my chances with the one guy I really really really really liked. I smooth a hand over his forehead. It's still a bit hot. Has he been taking care of himself properly? Is it strange that I feel something when I'm with him. It's like this feeling I can't describe. I need to go for my next clinic check up soon. I would drag him with me. Does he get sick this easily? Sigh… 

I run my hand through his soft locks. He looks so peaceful sleeping. 

"I really shouldn't…" I tell myself as my head automatically bends down and pecks a kiss on his lips.

Oh no

Joon

You idiot

What did

YOU JUST DO!!!!

"Joonie, was there like something on my face? Please don't tell me it was a fat bug…" 

Oh no…

"Why is your face red? DID I PASS YOU THE FEVER? OMG I'M SORRY!!" 

No you didn't…

"I GOTTA USE THE TOILET!!!!!!!" 

Great. Job. Joon. You. Messed. Up. Big. Time. 

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Seokjin pov 

I wasn't fully asleep. OMG. I'm having a silent mental breakdown. I really can't process what happened. Joon kissed me? Not just on the head but, ON THE LIPS?!

NO 1

WHY. I REALLY AM LIKE FREAKING OUT. 

NO 2

WHAT DO I DO NOW? 

ER…

Option 1: 

Pretend nothing happened

Option 2: 

Keep pestering him

Option 3: ask him bluntly about the kiss 

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAJHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAJHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAJHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAJHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAJHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAJHHHHHH

-10min later- 

"Joon did you KISS ME just now?" Oh crap. 

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