Unsuccessful Suicide (A Peter Parker FanFic)

"The pain of Existence....."

❗ ( Not part of the other chapter) ❗Trigger warning Ya'll already know what the book is about so ya'know the drill ❗

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I shot straight up, god these nightmares won't stop I stood swinging my legs over the side of the bed, my feet hitting the cold wooden floors sending a shiver up my spine. "Fri lights at 20% please" Friday didn't say a word but adjusted the lights. I opened my door and quietly crept out "hey Fri?"I asked quietly "yes Peter?" The AI responded, "can you show me how to get to the kitchen again?" The Ai gave me instructions i tried my best to follow, making my way into the kitchen, I sat down at a bar stool
I looked around taking in my dark surroundings. I saw a knife and the voice of course popped up at that momment,

Perfect time, just slit your wrists get it over with be done with the pain of existents,

It isn't that easy.

And why not?

......

Dont you want to not exists?

Yeah...

Then why not do it end the suffering and stop bing a burden.

I want to, but in Mr. Starks kitchen??

You'll be dead,

The voice sung sickenly sweetly, I sighed before geting off the stool landing on my shakey feet.

I wander over to the knife lifting it up and playing with it in my hands.

I slowly lowered it onto my bare wrist
I made a small yet deep cut enough to kill a person.

I did the same to the other wrist, slowly sliding down the cupboard onto the floor as the dizzyness was almost enough to make me pass out.

My breathing slowed dramaticly as black spots started dancing across my vision everything was blurry, but i coyld swear i felt wet tears going down my cheeks but i wasnt aware i was even crying.

I hear mummbuling or is it yelling everything sounds so far away..

I felt a hand on my cheek before I slipped into darkness.
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