señorita / t.k

21.

taehyung couldn't help but smile. just smile like a complete idiot. his heart felt so warm everytime jungkook would text. his heart just started going wild and his palms got a lot more sweatier than he'd like them to be. he was sure of it.

kim taehyung knew it was more than a celeberity crush on jungkook.

sure yeah that was mostly on taehyung behalf. he lked the the idea of getting closer to jungkook- but he didn't think he'd be so close yet so far to getting to that idea of closeness taehyung wanted.

fuck. he wanted to hold his hand. his dumb hand. he wanted to play with his hair that he hoped he never cut because it was just so amazing. he wanted to be greeted every morning with a "good morning" with his perfect smile.

taehyung surely was ready to kick down the closet door for this boy. the closet was nothing but an obstacle to taehyung.

yet the closet brought familiarity to the young adult, and yes it was so familiar he'd call it where he belonged and felt himself- but he never really got to express his sexuality like most of his gay friends get to.

you see, taehyung's scared. he doesn't want to be attacked. he's scared to walk out without makeup or without the clothes people like to see on him. or that he'll lose fans for being.. gay.

he's scared that he's not enough.

or not living up to what other people want of him.

or that jungkook might not want him at al-

[ jk ] ~ 💕
oh- i. it's getting late.

[ jk ] ~ 💕
goodnight tae.
just lmk tomorrow.

me
sorry!

me
i was too busy swooning
over you 💗 (!)
could not send! too soon..

me
i was busy getting ready for bed

[ jk ] ~ 💕
take it easy hyung
don't stress

me
ofc ofc

me
but yes i'd love to hang out more

me
i hate feelings like a third wheel
with yoongi and jimin constantly (!)
message could not send! private info..

me
i love hanging out with you
it's amazing to have another
friend besides jimin 😌

[ jk ] ~ 💕
i don't think jimin hyung
would think the same

[ jk ] ~ 💕
i'm sure he loves hanging out
with someone as amazing as you!

me
ikr you would think

[ jk ] ~ 💕
😂😂

[ jk ] ~ 💕
maybe we can go for breakfast tomorrow?
all three of us?

me
jimin might bring a friend so it
would probably be four.

[ jk ] ~ 💕
oh? cool! yeah that's fine!

[ jk ] ~ 💕
night hyung

me
mhm
goodnight