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... pov

I had rocked him royal to sleep I had been closely watching miracle to make sure she wasn't even close to finding out who had him I was tired of being alone she didn't deserve to have this baby all she did was throw him off on everyone she didn't appreciate this precious soul but me I'm going to be a perfect parent to him he will look up to me he will be everything I need to be I looked at my phone seeing another unknown number calling me

Me: hello

Operator: you have a collect call from the women's prison center by the name of ayla do you accept the chargers

Me: yes

My nervous was now all over the place the police had got ayla

Ayla: wtf are you doing

Me: what wrong what did you do to land in prison

Ayla: busted Rodney windows to his car and threw a brick at his bitch head she better be glade that hoe didn't connect

Me:omg I was so scared

  
Ayla:Girl ain't nobody even thinking about what u thinking about but I need to to come bail me out you know I can't stay in prison long I'll start snapping on any and everybody

Me: okay I'm On my way! Right now imma get zack to watch royal

Ayla: okay cool I'm fine with that

Miracle pov

It's been 2 weeks and the police don't even have a lead of who could have taken my baby I was stressed beyond words plus me cheating on dee and Dave being real all up in my face again it was just overwhelming I regretted cheating on dee but at the same time I didn't me and Dave had always been like this I slowly slouched out of bed I was so depressed these day my whole house was just dark and no I didn't want any light in it I barley ate I just wanted to sit and cry on top of this my mother's getting worse so I moved her in my house so I can have my last few moments with her she can't even pick up a spoon to feed herself because she is so weak cancer is really kicking her ass and mines too I didn't know what to do my life was spiraling out of control

" baby I have to go out of time for a few weeks you sure your going to be fine by yourself" Dee asked with his luggage he just wanted me to give him a reason to stay but I wasn't usually I would but even looking at him made feel guilty so I needed some time I had to tell him who wanted to marry a cheater minus Layla situation

"Nope Imma be good" I mumbled he nodded kissing my forehead walking off to load his car before long he was pulling off I didn't know how long I was holding my breath but I was I turned around going to check on my mother feeding her calling the investigators to see if they have any news then I soon fell asleep

Next day....

I woke up to my phone ringing off the hook I mean like back to back I whoever was calling this much it better be about my fucking son

me:WHATTTTT

Tay: don't be yelling at me I should be kickin your stupid ass

Me:tf are you talking about

Tay: your all over the shaderoom tmz every gossip page u can think about

Me:WHAT!!!

Tay: you and Dave in the hospital room I don't think I have to say the rest because I think you know what y'all did in the hospital

Me:omg

Tay: what I said just when everyone get to a good place u and him and go fuck things up like they wasn't messed up enough already I'm always by your side but how much more you think Layla gone take before she snap on both y'all asses u smiling and hehe with her and then boom your fucking her nigga in the hospital THE HOSPITAL OF ALL PLACES WHERE U JUST FOUND OUT YOUR SON WAS KIDNAPPED AND U WAS SUPPOSE TO BE RECOVERING WHAT ABOUT DEE HUH

Me: DONT YOU THINK I KNOW THAT TAY

Tay:APPARENTLY NOT YOUR PUSSY ALL OVER THE INTERNET OUT OF ALL THE THINGS TO THINK ABOUT RIGHT NOW DAVE DICK JUST HAD TO SLIDE THROUGH THE CRACKS OF THAT BITCH

me:TAY OKAY I GET IT I FUCKED UP

tay: To many times to count I always have your back but now I'm just disappointed I know people make mistakes but when u constantly making the same so called mistake then it's has now became a choice and option that you are deciding to make girl I know u in a really dark place but this one right here not it

And with that she hung up leaving me there looking clueless my eyes began to water Dee had called me a lot of times I'm pretty sure he knows Layla called cassie nia everyone knew I just couldn't face them I just kept crying and crying everything was all my fault I didn't want to be here I was constantly going through shit my head was everywhere I felt so out of place my body rocked back and forward I needEd to get away I needed to leave I needed to leave this place what was life Dino was dead mother dying sons gone and no one is worried about it I've got my Who vagina on the internet my friendships and relationship was over I had nothing because I knew at the end of the day dave was going to choose Layla and she was gone take him back while Dee was going to leave me and so was my friends I was alone I was so alone I had no other choice I had to do it I needed to to be at peace I left no note no anything I held my 9mm to my head tears running furiously down my face snot ran down my face

POW!!!!