always

chapter 2

in charming 6 months ago

Tig stormed into the clubhouse in a panic making everyone stop and look.

"whats wrong tig" gemma asked

"shes gone."

"what who." clay asked standing from the stool and walking towards him

"JJ!!! SHES FUCKING GONE! DIDNT EVEN SAY BYE. JUST FUCKING LEFT" tig yelled

everyone went to him asking questions. he just held out the letter she left.

Daddy,

I just want and need you to know that i love you more than anything on this earth. you are my hero, my savior and biggest supporter. i am so thankful for everything you've ever done for me. i am so sorry for saying bye, well see you later, this way i wouldnt be able to face to face. lets face it we both know i wouldnt leave and you wouldnt let me. please dont worry dad. im okay i promise. i just need a little time and the open road. ill be safe and take care of my self, the panhead included. ill call and write when i can. i love you so much forever and always.

Love,

JJ.

aka your princess.

"shit." bobby mubled.

everyone passed it around and read it.

"why the hell would she just take off??!!" tig yelled kicking a chair across the room. he looked at opie and jax "yall know anything?! did some shit happen?!" he asked in a pleading tone. they both said no, they knew nothing.

"are we sure this wasnt just bullshit and noone took her?" clay asked worried about his surrogate god daughter, after john teller died clay and chibs stepped into that roll some.

"we have no beef with anyone. she left her phone and her duffle bag was gone. some other shit. she even took the panhead. i think she just took off." tig said defeated.

tig walked behind the bar and poured himself a drink. "why do all my girls hate me" he mumbled

"no tiggy. the twins mom is a money hungry bitch who keeps them from you as much as she can. JJ loves you more than you realize. maybe she just needs some time. she was raised by a bunch of bikers all she knows is to ride. i doubt this has anything to do with you more of her wanting to ride. she'll come back, and will call." gemma told him.

everyone moped around, they were worried about JJ, they missed her. she lit up the clubhouse and kept them all together. they havent had a party since she left, yeah they all sat around the clubhouse drinking until they either passed out or would take a croweater to their dorm. but there was no party and they werent happy to just be sitting around drinking.

tara has tried to get jax to leave the clubhouse but the only thing he would go out for was club business. theyve been together since he was 16, four years almost five. the past year he didnt put anything into the relationship, he started sleeping with the croweaters and sweetbutts on the run. he even slept with random girls who were neither of those. jax didnt care if he hurt tara anymore. once she graduated she went to community to become a nurse, she took classes in high school so she was done within a year, he knew she would leave. she always talked about being a doctor so he gave up. he wanted to not feel anything for her the day she finally came out and said she was leaving charming.

the past week he was fucked, he missed his best friend, he couldnt believe she just left without saying anything. he blamed himself and wished she would just call so he could get her to come back. he knew he would be able to convince her to, he had to atleast try.

nine days after JJ left they all just got back from a meet with the mayans. juice passed everyone a beer right before gemma walked in. they all sat around drinking their beers, a few were having quiet conversations. the the phone to the clubhouse rang juice grabbed it.

"yeah."

"hello juice let me talk to my dad."

"JJ?! hold on" juice said making everyone freeze and look

"baby" tig asked

"im sorry daddy. please dont hate me" she said tig could tell she was about to cry

"no baby never, i love you. are you okay? where are you? come home JJ."

"yeah im okay. i cant. please daddy. i promise ill be alright. i just need some road and air. i miss you daddy. please send my love to everyone."

"where are you jessica jay."

"i promise im fine. im in Oregon. please dont me mad at me. we know no on would let me go and i need this daddy."

"OREGON!" he yelled "why."

"i told you i needed air. its not you daddy i promise. youre the best please dont be upset or think im mad at you, im not. ill call again when i can. i love you so much daddy remember that." JJ said before hanging up.

Tig slammed the phone down and stormed out of the clubhouse.

JJ was on the border or oregon when she called. she knew samcro would call tacoma to see if they could spare a few people to look for her. she knew vegas would be called too and would either be traveling up to meet her or waiting as she passed. JJ decided to ride through idaho, into wyoming, go south through utah and go to arizona.

thats where she spent some time and was working. thats where happy and dean almost caught her. from there she spent some time in texas then moved on to vegas. she figured vegas was big enough she wouldnt run into a son. but boy was she wrong. she actually befriended one.

she put the panhead in a secure storage so dean wouldnt have a chance to see it.

present time charming

gemma rushed into the clubhouse looking for tig. he had a croweater on his lap. gem walked over and held out the letter "JJ." tig pushed the girl off her lap and grabbed the letter from gemma.

Daddy,

i hope everythings okay. i miss you. tell everyone i miss them to, if they still care. im good here. i promise. been working at random diners so i can stay at some random hotel. but dont worry ive been safe, afterall you taught me how to. ive made a few friends who have helped me some, dont worry theyre harmless. i did get to go to corpis christi, it was absolutely beautiful. even rode to the grand canyon, nothing does that place justice! you would love it. hell im sire all the guys would.

i hope youre still be smart. you still have me waiting for you to come home, even if im not there, i still need you.

man do i miss bobbys muffins. oh dont get me started on gemmas cooking, i could really go for a family dinner. ill make it to one soon.

ive really loved riding, i get why yall like to be on the road. theres nothing like it, you already know that though.

i guess ill go. ill try to call or write soon. i love you. be safe. stay whole.

love,

JJ.

"she okay?" gemma asked after tig put the letter on the bar.

"i guess. traveling. working. says she will try and be back for a family dinner soon." he told her before walking out of the clubhouse.

tig just wanted his daughter home. where he could keep her safe. where he knew she was actually okay.