I woke up crying ,sweat dripping from my forehead I jumped out of my single bed and ran out of my little bedroom into my mothers bedroom she woke up instantly and cradled me in a tight hug she wiped the tears from my eyes asking me what's wrong I simply told her about my nightmare where I got kidnapped while walking home from Carys' scraped my knee and they said it was my dad I left out the part that there were 4 teenage boys and then treated me like a 2 year old because I didn't want her thinking I'm crazy. She didn't say anything just held me closer knowing it's not the first nightmare I've had about my 'dad' you see he left my mum when I was born so she's always been a single parent. Nightmares about my dad were never common but it wasn't unusual probably one nightmare like every 3 years so not that much but this one was different it was so real I felt the kisses and the touches and the atmosphere I started feeling unconscious so I gripped on tighter to my mum not wanting her to ever let me go. I started feeling dizzy and looked up only to be greeted by the face of Michael.
I instantly let go and scooted as far away from him in the bed as possible I had a dream , it was just a dream. I cried harder the pain overflowing as I wanted this to be the nightmare and to live the dream , I want to go back to my mum.
Michael began to stir , I tried to hold in my cries but I couldn't breathe he shot up when realisation hit him and engulfed me in a hug I tried to push him away but he was to strong "what's wrong baby girl?" "I don't like this , I don't like you or the boys I want my mum , I want to go home" I choked out. "but we love you , your OUR baby now" "no" "yes , yes ,yes" he sang as he kissed my nose "get off " I said sternly. he went to smooth my head beginning to say something but I slapped his had away. "Stop it" Michael warned as he took my wrists in his firmly. "let me go" I said voice rising as I squirmed trying to get out of his grip " carry this bad behaviour on and you'll be sleeping on your own , in your own crib tonight" I ignored him carrying on "that's it" he whispered mostly to himself he picked me up and started walking me to the nursery "I warned you" he said as he put me into the crib as soon as he put me down he went to put the blanket over me but I kicked him hard in the arm "this behaviour is not acceptable Ellie I'll deal with you in the morning goodnight" he warned as he shut the door. I'm glad to be alone at least but I'm 13 what are these boys doing obviously they must understand what they're there doing is wrong unless there mad if this carries on I'm going to be forced into an in-independent person which I'd hate because I'm so independent .Should I go along with it? Maybe it's a new show on TV uh I've cracked it it's a show. A wave of relief washes over me I'll tell them I worked it out in the morning I smile to myself as I fall into yet another deep sleep.
I woke up to the sound of a faint alarm, probably from one of the boys room then Luke walked in. I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep but when I felt a cold hand on my thigh my eyes shot open " morning baby just checking in case you went to the potty last night but you didn't so good girl". I looked at him like he was an idiot " well I do know how to control my bladder". he just chuckled to himself then spotted my knee "oh my goodness what happened to your knee baby?" he asked eyes fixed to my knee "well when I was walking home I tripped and hoped up to the bench but before I could do anything else you kidnapped me !". He left without a word and returned not 1 minute later with ashton who picked me up out of the crib and laid me on the changing table looking at my knee " Luke can I talk to you outside for a minute please " Luke nodded then walked out " be right back sweetie" ashton said as he shut the door. I decided to look at my knee as I haven't seen it since I scraped it ,I know it's been constantly hurting but I've been a little to occupied to do anything about it . I sat up and lifted my leg onto the table which caused my knee to start bleeding again "shit" I cursed under my breath. Me being me I tried to peel the skin of the cut scrunching my other fist from the pain now it was bleeding badly again and stinging then ashton walked in with disinfectant spray and a bandage. " I need you to be a big girl now and sit still " he said opening the disinfectant. I put my leg on the other side of the table he gave me a warning glance " put it back Ellie I need to clean it" "no" I protested. "boys" ash called "I need help with Ellie". A couple of frantic footsteps and the door busted open " she won't hold her leg in place for me to clean it help?" He asked them. Luke sat behind me on the table and hugged me holding my arms so I couldn't wriggle Calum held my free leg still while Michael held my bad leg still which he probably didn't want to do as my leg was covered in blood by now. I was not enjoying this against these boys I was powerless. Ashton then wiped most of he blood off with tissue then opened the disinfectant spray he have me a apologetic look then sprayed. I closed my eyes instantly crying my fists clenched. It stung so bad. He then dabbed it with the tissue lightly at first then gradually started adding pressure. Luke's grip was also getting tighter as I was squirming. "Your doing so well my brave girl , daddy's so proud of you" he cooed in my ear. These boys were torturing me now! Before I knew it my knee was all bandaged up! Calum and Michael released my legs and Luke spun me around giving me a bear hug "well breakfast is ready so let's go" suggested Calum. All the boys left to go eat breakfast then Luke whispered "I know that hurt but we did it so it won't get any worse , you were so brave princess come and get some breakfast yeah?". I nodded jumping of wincing from the pain in my knee. "let me carry you baby girl" he said sticking his arms out for me. "no I want to walk on my own" I argued walking to the door ignoring the nagging pain. He just sighed closing the door behind us. I limped quite well down the hallway then came he stairs I still wanted to do it on my own though and decided to hop down by my 6th hop it was becoming harder I paused then tried to hop again but I missed the 7th step and began to fall but Luke was hot on my tails as he caught me almost suddenly chuckled and swung me up to carry me on his hip. "I said I wanted to walk" he turned for the kitchen "and you nearly broke your neck doing it" he stated. I huffed as he placed me in the oversized baby chair and fastened me in then it came back to me this is a joke , a TV show or something. " hey Luke?" I asked. He looked at me them ignored me. "Luke!" this time he didn't even look at me urghh "Dad" I said pushing the word. "Yes baby girl?" he asked smirk on his lips. "I worked this whole thing out" I said an eyebrow raised "worked what out" worriedly looking at me as well as the other boys. " that this whole thing is a joke , it must be a prank or a TV show because you guys can't really be this messed up" I stated sitting back and crossing my arms over my chest. Ashton butted in "well your wrong there baby girl" "go on" I questioned " it's not a joke it's your life now ever heard of ageplay?" I shook my head " well baby girl if we treat you like our baby long enough you'll have a headset of a baby and then we can be your daddies and we can all be a happy family" "but why and why me" I shouted getting pissed. "Because we want to and your cute" Calum interrupted. "you guys are all messed up on the head you freaks let me go I have a mother to get back to!" " Ellie do not speak to us like that soon enough you will settle down, oh and don't worry about your mother she knows and she's fine with it". Ok that's surprised me despite my dream me and my mother had been getting kinda rough lately and she does snap easily . Oh Shit. Michael snapped me out of my thoughts offering me breakfast , I nodded ,I haven't eaten for 2 days I was starving he sat in front of me with a bowl of cut up banana bringing a spoonful up to my mouth, I brought my arm up reaching to take the spoon and feed myself but he stopped me " I feed you or you don't eat your choice Ellie' I huffed but opened my mouth moaning as soon as the food was in my starved mouth it tasted so good. Michael smiled getting another scoop from the bowl bringing it straight back to my mouth and me swallowing it as soon as I had it. It was gone within a matter of seconds and all the boys started cheering calling me a good girl it still felt uncomfortable but I tried my best to ignore it Michael kissed my forehead and went to put the dish in the sink and started washing up ,Calum took the rest of the boys dishes and went to wash them up with Michael. " so I thought we should have a cuddle day as a family in front of the TV today sound good ?" Ashton asked everyone they all agreed then he looked at me and I nodded not wanting to go back to the crib. Let's go then baby you can help me choose a film" he said unfastening my chair and lifting me out " can I walk please?" I asked quietly "no baby I want you to rest your knee" he told me carrying me on his front so that I had to put my head around his neck or be right in his face all the boys following closely behind.
