Hoseok wakes up to the sound of his alarm going off, and the first thing that hit him is the soreness from his body. Yoongi was so rough yesterday, when he asked for the man to go harder, he didn't expect it to be that hard.
It takes him a while to actually manage to get off his bed because of how trembling his legs are. It feels like every muscle in his legs are tensing up so hard that he can't even hold his balance when he's brushing his teeth. And it's even harder when he's putting his clothes on, the top gets on smoothly, but the waist hugging pants is kind of hard because of how painful his waist is feeling right now and his dried muscles legs. But he managed to finish all of it on time, put on his shoes and gets to work.
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Hoseok sneak open the man's office door, peeking his eyes to see if anyone is there and as expected, Yoongi is sitting at his desk and doing some paper works. He quietly walks in, put all of his stuff onto the leather couch near the man's desk and greets him politely with a bow. The older nods, eyes still focusing on the papers in front of him and the boy walks to the couch, taking a seat and starts doing his own work. Their schedule for today isn't as filled as yesterday, Yoongi only has to go to some of the plans that he canceled yesterday and another meeting with Seokjin at his company. He writes all of it down nicely with his best handwriting, being careful not to mess up any word. Then he gets up to walk over to the older one again, but the pain hits him and makes him thumps down onto the couch, mouth slipping out a slight groan. He scrunches his face, squeezing his thighs tightly as he tries to swallow down to pain, why did Yoongi had to be so rough yesterday? Not that he's complaining cause damn it felt good, but the aftermath is literally ripping his flesh apart under his skin. He sucks in a lung full of air and uses all of his power to stands up, and succeeded, but his walks to the older's one desk is wobbly, even though he tries his best to keep his balance.
"H-Here's the schedule for today,Yoongi.." - The boy says nervously, hoping that the other didn't notice his weird walk.
"Yoongi-hyung." - The older corrects him while looking over the words filled paper - "I'm older than you, remember?"
"Y-Yes hyung.." - The younger bows slightly in apology, squeezing his hands together tightly , he doesn't know why but he's feeling so much butterflies in his stomach right now.
Yoongi puts down the paper and looks up at the other, he seems to be avoiding the man's eyes. His lips are pressed together tightly and his hands are squeezing each other, he's being nervous.
"Come here." - The older says as he moves out from his desk, creating a space big enough for someone to walk through - "Sit." - He pats down onto one of his thighs, signaling the boy to sit down on it.
Hoseok gulps and stumbles over and carefully sitting himself on the man's thigh. Yoongi definitely notices his painful walking right now so he gently lifts the boy's legs up and lay them onto his other thighs. Wrapping one of his hands around the boy's tiny waist.
"Why are you so nervous?" - The man asks, looking down at the pink flushed one with beautiful glittering burnt brown eyes. So delicate.
He looks away, not wanting to tell the other what has been going on inside his head since yesterday. It's not that he's shy, he's just afraid that if he says too much, it'll make the other thinks that he's some sort of weird kid or something else.
"Tell me." - Yoongi says softly, moving the other's face to its previous position, eyes matching each other's.
"I..I..." - He squeezes his hands even tighter, feeling his organs twisting together inside his stomach as he tries to speak out his answer.
"I'm just..confused I guess?" - His saying makes the other cocks an eyebrow, trying to understand what the boy's saying - "I mean, firstly we did it on my first day of work right on the desk in front of us right now, then you took me out for dinner, which is not really that weird because almost every boss and their assistant eat together or something like that i don't know. But when Jungkook said that I'm the sunshine of the coffee shop, you then said "My sunshine" , what do you mean by that? Do you mean that my name is sunshine and i'm your assistant, or do you mean that i'm your romantically? Or in some other weird ways? After that, you gave me a goodnight kiss in front of my apartment, which is sweet, thank you, and then you sent me a picture of you telling me "Sleep well" . Things are going too fast and no one's noticing it, your employees and the kids at the coffee shop, they're all acting so normally like nothing is wrong. I don't understand what's going on and it've been bugging me since yesterday and I want answer!" - Hoseok blurts out, not stopping for a second and has to catch his breath back after. But he immediately glows red after he realized what he just did, he just spilled out everything inside his head to his boss.
"I'm sorry..!" - He covers his tomato face with his palms, getting all embarrassed in the hands of the man he works for - "I d-didn't mean to say all of t-that..."
Yoongi is a bit shock from the boy's answer but quickly gets himself back, taking the younger's hands off his face. He gives the other a comforting smile as their eyes met, making the boy calms down a bit.
"When i said "My sunshine"..." - His voice is gentle and soothing, like honey to your ears as he starts giving the younger the answer that he wanted and lovingly intertwines their hands together - "I meant this."
He leans down and connects their lips, which caught the other by surprise but he quickly melts into it. His lips are so soft, like the surface of his favorite pillow that he lays his head on every night. They part away after a bit, Hoseok mouth slightly gaps from the other's sudden movement that still surprises him a bit.
"But..we've only known each other for a day..?" - He says after collecting himself back, isn't it too fast to be like that in just 1 day?
"Actually.." - Yoongi says, making the other tilts his head a bit - "I've known you for a while now."
"You're always my waiter whenever i come to the coffee shop, so I got curious and asked Tae about you. Then the more we, as i can say, "interact" , I start seeing something from you. Like how you're always smiling and shining like an angel, never complain about anything no matter how hard the customers are or how tiring the day was." - This makes Hoseok eyes widened, he thought he was the only one who noticed Yoongi and he was too busy on his phone.
"And..your secret looks at me." - The younger blushes hardly and covers his face again.
"It's cute though." - Yoongi says as he gently sweeps a hair strand away from the younger's forehead - "How you get all flustered or secretly smile whenever you do so and your little jumps whenever our eyes met."
Hoseok parts his fingers a bit so he can see the other above him, the man is smiling softly and it's melting him. It feels like he's living inside his own daydream, being hold in the other's hands and hearing all of those sweet words, this can't be real, right?
"T-This can't be r-real..right?" - The boy asks nervously, there's no way that the one he has been noticing notices him back.
"Why are you asking that?" - Yoongi tilts his head slightly, seeing the other's eyes getting teary - "H-Hey don't cry..!" - He rubs the younger's cheek softly, trying to comfort the boy from crying. Did he say something wrong to hurt him?
"It's just.." - Hoseok sniffles, wiping away the tears that stream down his little face with his sleeves, trying to be as audible as he can - "You're being so nice to me..And all the people that have been this nice to me all end up hurting me and leaving me at the end.." - His crying gets harder as all the heartbreak flashbacks to him, how he was mistreated in his past relationships by people who only dated him because they wanted to be friend with Jimin and take advantage of him. He knows Yoongi doesn't need to use him to be friend with Jimin because he already is, but he's afraid that he'll just date him for fun and will eventually leave him. He doesn't want that, he wants to have a loving relationship where he can feels comfortable and trust the other person.
As he hears that, his heart literally sunken down to the bottom of his feet. Yoongi presses the boy's head against his chest, planting a little kiss onto the younger's hair and squeezes his hand softly. He can't believe he that there's people who could do such things to such a delicate person like this.
Hoseok cries into the man's chest, letting out small sniffles now and then. He feels safe in the man's arms, it's so comforting and warm, but he's still afraid.
"Shh, it's okay.." - He pats the boy's head gently, trying his best to sooth him down - "I'm here for you."
The boy looks up slightly, meeting the loving eyes of the other, he looks sad too. Hoseok parts their hands and move it up to the man's face, caressing his pale face. He feels the man leans into his touch, it's like he hasn't had such affection like this in years. Of course he misses it, his mother is the only one who's allowed to do so, and it've been so long since the day she passed away. He misses her caring touch so much, if there's a way to bring her back, he would do it in a heartbeat. Yoongi holds onto the boy's hand that's laying on his face, planting a soft kiss into the palm of it. He can sees the boy smiling softly at the corner of his eyes, which warms him up a bit, knowing that the younger is no longer crying and can smile again soothes him.
"I'll never leave you, I promise." - Yoongi says, kissing the back of the boy's palm and makes him blushes lightly.
"Thank you."
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Assistant | •SOPE•
Fiksi Penggemar[English fic] Yoongi is in need of a new assistant and Hoseok needs a proper job.
