Stars of the earth

Sabrina

11:13 pm 

Saturday night, my first actual party, not the type where your parents would throw their 8-year-old kid a birthday party, but like the vodka type one. Drinking and drugs, even having sex in the bedrooms. My parents finally let me go to one in my junior year of high school. 

I'm just sitting here with my best friend, Kim. Kim the one who's throwing this party being the more mature. Margo the other one of my closest friends left about half an hour ago, don't know where, and well she's more the crazy slutty one.

I'll admit it I'm drunk, I walk over to a group and start talking making sure I don't spill my beer all over the place or my super cute outfit. Kim went over to talk to her super hot brother, Trevor. Where do I start with him? I mean we've talked before like when I'd go over to Kim's house or school but that'd only happen like once in three months. I know I know, sad right? I've had a crush on him forever, even sadder, tell me about it. I've only told one of my friends in this world I have a crush on him and that one person is Margo, I cant just tell Kim, I have a crush your brother, yeah like that would ever go well. 

You can't blame me, senior, tall, with that brown messy hair I just want to run my fingers through, ugh. Now, you might think he's a fuckboy or a typical high school jock, no, he is not. Every girl's after him, I would never have a chance so why do I even like him? I don't know.

The music's so loud why do people even talk at these type of parties, you can't hear anything, maybe I'd actually hear something if I'm not standing next to a speaker, I swear my drunk ass will be the death of me.