Silent tears

Chapter 1

15th October 2016
Kayla's PoV:

"I can't do this" I shake my head panting, red as a beetroot.
"Yes you can" my mum rubs my arm
"Miss Taylor, on a count of three... push" Dr Saran orders me
I nod quickly- frustratedly.
"One, two..." the dr spoke
"THREE!" He adds and I push my hardest
There was a plop then a baby cry.
"Oh my" I start crying even more, panting like high heavens.
"Well done baby girl!" My mum kisses me
"Thank you mum, thanks for being here" I kiss her softly on her cheek
"Anything for my baby girl" she kisses me back
"Congratulations Miss Taylor, it's a girl!" The nurse announces and hands me my baby girl.
As soon as she's in my arms, I cry like there's no tomorrow.
"You're so beautiful!" I coo at her as more tears fall from my eyes
"She looks just like her dad" my mum smiles
"Please don't say that" I frown
"Have you thought of any names?" The nurse interrupts politely and smiles over at me with a clipboard in hand
"Blue-ivy Taylor" I smile down at my baby girl
"Beautiful!" The nurse smiles excitedly "and congrats" The nurse adds and walks out of my room
"Kay" my mum speaks
I look up at her, "yes?" I question
"Are you gonna contact Michael?" My mother questions
"Nope" I shake my head looking back at my baby girl
"You can't let her grow up without a dad, without him knowing he has a daughter" she frowns
"Mum he should of thought of that when he went off with that slag" I growl
"He did not cheat on you Kayla, for the last time!" My mum snaps
She's always loved Michael. I was with him two years, until he left me while I was a month pregnant with Blue-ivy.
My mum thought of Michael as her son, he thought of her as a second mother. Me and Michael always talked about having children together, when I found out I was pregnant I was going to tell him- but the same day I was going to tell him he fucked me off for some slut he met at a meet and greet with his brothers.

3 days later:
"You're free to go home Miss Taylor, we want regular appointments made so we can check on Blue's health and of course your health. We know this is your first child, so if you have any worries or questions feel free to ring this number..." the nurse hands me a business card, I have a quick look at it and then smile at her "and ask them questions. They'll be sure to help you along with anything you need" the nurse adds
"Thank you!" I smile happily
I pick up the car seat that Blue is laid in quietly as she stares up at me.
"Oh you're so cute" I coo at her stroking her cheeks gently making her smile as she sticks her cute tongue out.