Stay || Martinus G ||

Part 16

Alina Pov

After some minutes I see Martinus coming in again. I know that something is wrong. He has just a fake smile in his face trying to persuade me that everything is good.

-Soo what did she tell you?

-You know...We talked about some stuff...

-Yeah..what stuff?

-Nothing important..so how do you feel?

he is changing the subject of the discussion. No no no...I have to learn the truth.

-Martinus...Look me at my eyes and tell me what she told you

He does what I said and with shaking hands he said

-Alina..I am saying the truth..she just told me that she understood that I am your boyfriend and she just wanted to make it sure

-and why didn't she told it in front of me

-Cause she wasn't sure and she didnt want to sound crazy..please baby calm down. Everything is okay

He says as he leans closer to me and leaves a sweet kiss on my forehead.

-Heeey..This is all I deserve?

-what do you mean?

He says smirking

-Martinussss...

-Okay baby okay..

he says and he finally reaches my lips. We kiss a bit and after we break the kiss I make some space for him

-No no...you have to be comfortable in the bed

-Yeah I am. The bed is enough for both of us

-I will stay in that chair

-Common....I will be in your hug so it's not big deal. Martinus do it for me..

I take his hand and he gives up. He slowly lays in the bed with me. He wraps his hands around me with his own way..as he does always and I feel my eyes closing. I try to keep them open but I hear martinus wispers

-sleep baby..you are tired...your organisation needs to relax

-Martinus..please sing for me again

-what?

-sing for me something...I love your voice

-which song do you want?

-I dont mind...You choose one

I close my eyes and soon I hear him singing "thinking out loud" by ed sheeran.

It's one of my favourite songs...I fall asleep with his voice, wishing to wake up again in his hug...but this doesnt happens.

Marcus Pov

Its midnight and Martinus is still with Alina. I have talked to him many times to ask about Alina but he was saying me that he will tell me when he will come back home. I have already said to mum and dad what has happened so they know where he is and why.

I was scrolling down on instagram when I heard footsteps in the stairs. After some second Martinus' door opened and closed so I guess he just came back.

I am thinking for some minutes if I have to go and ask him now or if I have to leave him alone and talk tomorrow.

I decide to go and just see how he is. I am really worried for him. I first go and make him a sandwich cause I know that he probably haven't eaten something the whole day. I go inside his room and leave the plate in his desk. The lights are off and he doesn't even move...he just sit in his bed, still wearing his clothes and reading something in the laptop.

His eyes turn wet and he quickly push his laptop away. He hides his face in his hands and I try to understand what has happened.

-I brought you something to eat..

He didnt do anything. He kept having his head in his hands breathing quickly.

I sit next to him and place the laptop in my laps. He was reading an article on chemotherapies, their effects and their results. I read it really quick and I felt some tears too.

-She needs to do these...right?

I ask and he nodds. I hug him tight trying to take some of his pain.

-She was sleeping the whole day...

-It's for her good

-But Alina wants to be active..wants to be outside and explore the world

-It will be only for a while...

-I just wish I would be the one who was in the hospital now...I wish I could take all her pain away. I wish I could be the one who would do all these chemotherapies. I wish I was the one who had cancer...not she. And you know what? She has it for eight fucking years. She is only seventeen years old and she had this since she was nine. She doesnt deserve this..SHE DOESNT

-Shhhh...I know I know...but she is a strong girl...she will manage it

-She is...but I dont know if I am strong enough to be by her side..

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