I finally get out of my own closet, after all these years of hiding myself from others I'm finally me. I spend all this time pretending I'm sad and depressed so I blend in my teenage social life.They always say how cool is to wish you are dead and that life have no meaning I couldn't be different because they wouldn't accept me anymore and all I ever wanted was to bland in.
For so long I pretend I was sad, I will dress in black and listen to depressing songs, sometime I will even cry so I look convincing. I often get into fights with my mom and have daddy issues even if I loved my dad. I was absolutely disgusting and all this so nobody will know my dirty, dirty little secret, in all this time I was happy.
That's it, do you hear me world, I'm happy and I love it, you can not stop me just because am different I have my own voice now and I want to address to every happy soul out there that have to hide from another, that it's ok to be happy, be happy, life is beautiful
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MY 30 SUICIDE NOTES
RandomHello world, my name is Charon I think world it's ending soon so those are my 30 notes that will remain in the history in case that after all this shit,world will still be regenerated.
