BE ALRIGHT

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Jennie's POV

"How's Lisa? "

"She's fine...And she's been busy with school lately and this girl named Somi keeps lingering around her" I said

"Are you feeling something towards her now? " Jackson said from the other line making me scoff

"No are you dumb? " I said but why do I feel like I'm lying here... I don't know what's happening to me lately. It's weird and I wanted to find out what it is but I'm also scared that it may be something I wasn't expecting or something that's already been here for a long time but I just kept ignoring it

"Alright alright... Take care of yourself alright? And also take care of Lisa for me" Jackson says... The night that Lisa confessed to me. That's also the night Jackson called me. He told me that it's funny that I'm chasing Kai, Lisa's chasing me and he's chasing Lisa. I didn't even know he likes Lisa but Jackson stopped cause he doesn't want to go into something that I might go to in the future... It kinda confuses me but he clears it up saying that I might not feel anything for Lisa right now but he's my brother and he's pretty sure that something is going on with my feelings and I'm just confused. I just dropped the subject since I don't know if he's right or he's wrong.

"I'll see you soon" I said ending the call. He also flew to China to start up with another building for our company and also in that way he'll be able to stop his feelings already. I don't know why I didn't stop him when I can give Lisa to him... Cause I trust my brother very much. But there's something in me that doesn't wanna share Lisa with other people... It's confusing the hell out of me.

I went out of my room and saw Lisa's door open so I looked inside and she's not there. It seems like she got out of bed already so I walk downstairs and saw Leo and Luca in the living room. I carried them both to the kitchen with Kuma following as well as I pour food on their bowls. Lisa's not even in the kitchen. I grab my phone and tried calling her but her phone's just ringing I tried texting her but there's no reply. I walk upstairs again to her room to check if she's taking a shower but, she's not. I turn my head and saw her phone laying on her bed...Where the fuck is she.

I walk downstairs and called out Mr. Kang to come up. He went in after 3 min "have you seen Lisa? " I asked and he shakes his head. "Please ask the security team and update me" I said then he nodded and immediately went down.

I picked up my phone again and called Bambam first asking if Lisa's with her but he said that he's on vacation with family so I called out Jisoo the same time the security team went up but I put my hand up to let them wait for a minute

"Jisoo is Lisa there with you? She's not at home" I said furrowing my brows

"She's not there? Oh, wait... What date is it today? " she said groggily she probably just woke up... I didn't speak up and let her check the date then I heard her curse. "Jennie... It's Lisa's parent's death anniversary " she said making me stop as my shoulders dropped

"Do you have any idea where she will be? " I asked

"She'll be gone for the whole day. She mostly needs some time alone today so let her be. She'll be safe don't worry, she's been like this for the past few years " she sighed so I just thanked her for the information and ended the call.

"Miss Kim... Lisa told us not to follow her earlier but there are tear stains on her face so we let her go" one guard says so I just nodded

"Please look for Lisa.. Don't go near her, update me when you saw her" I said and they nodded

I feel nervous the whole day... I mostly just open the TV without even paying much attention... I'm just staring in the distance not knowing what to do. The security team called me around lunchtime and told me they found Lisa in a Cemetery and I just told them to keep an eye on her but let her be.

It's already 11 pm and Lisa's not home yet but the guard told me that she's already out of the cemetery. I lay down on the couch I even prepared some food for her but then I didn't know that I fell asleep.

I woke up when I felt a piece of fabric on top of me so I open up my eyes seeing Lisa's back as she walks upstairs not even bothering to go to the kitchen to eat. I stood up and made my way upstairs and go straight to her room and since it's a bit open I made my way inside and her room's light is off and she's already tucked on her bed.

A sigh escapes my lips since even though her back's facing me I can feel her sadness. I don't even know if I should reach out to her cause she might want some peace and wanted to be alone.

I walk towards her bed and lay down next to her sliding my hand on her waist back hugging her. I slip my hand and reached out for her hand to intertwine it together.

"Lisayah... Your Jennie Kim's here now" I said softly and place a soft kiss on her shoulder and I let it linger for a long time before pulling away and scooting closer to close the space between us as I close my eyes and wait for her to sleep first