Forbidden Fantasies

Chapter 12: Gut Feeling

But that's okay! Let him be mad tonight, he'll be ringing my phone tonight once he get his nut out.

I went back to my room and continued planning what I needed to study. An hour went by when I got another knock on my door. This time it was Derek

"What's Up with you," he said laying across the bottom of my bed

"Umm, nigga wtf you think you doing, coming in here thinking this your room," I said moving my feet back

"Chill Out, don't act like you don't want me laying in your bed every night," he said shooting me a smile

"Get tf out! You would've thought, I got someone for that," I said giving him a side smirk

"Oh you got jokes, well where he at, shouldn't he be here with you right now.

"Ummm that's none of your business, I'm surprised you not boo'd yo with one of your little hoes," I said looking back at my computer

"Why they got to be hoes, and I don't have any soo...." he said touching my feet

"First off, don't touch my feet, and you ain't got to lie, I be seeing them come in and out of your room every night," I said moving my feet

"Ahh so you be checking for me," he said shooting me a smile. "We just be in there talking, nothing more nothing less," he said

"Nigga bye! Ain't nobody checking for you, y'all just so happen to be walking to the front when I'm coming out the bathroom," I said shrugging

"Yeah Ok," he said giving me a sarcastic eye roll

"Nigga what do you want I'm tryin to study and plan out my week,"

"Just wanted to come kick it with you, haven't did that in a minute, we used to do it when we first met each other, but you been so busy lately or with you know who," he said adjusting himself in the bed

"Aww how nice, and "you know who" you mean my boyfriend, and we don't even spend that much time together," I said immediately regretting I said it out loud

"Ahhh trouble in paradise I see," he said shooting me a grin

"Nah Nah, just we both be busy, he works and I do my thing around campus, so when we get time, we get time," I said placing my laptop on the night stand

"Well if you was my nigga, I'd make sure I'd make time for you, can't let you be laying alone at night," he said looking at me all seductively

I ain't going to lie, it kinda turned me on when he said that. That's something that Tj would say and it would get me all the time, that or it could be from me being sexually frustrated too, anyways....

"Alrighty, how many times you rehearsed that line, you stay tryin to come on to me, but be bringing all those little girls in here, why would I even give you the time or day," I said crossing my arms

"Like I told you before, those girls are just for me to get my nut off, but it ain't like I'm feeling them, and you always pushing me away, bringing up your nigga every time I try to come on to you, I can't wait forever Jason," he said running his hands up and down my leg

"Yeah Ok, and yes, I'm going to bring up my nigga, we are together, and I'm not the one to be cheating, I'm faithful. He is my first serious relationship with a guy and I'm the one that made him come her in the first place, you are a forbidden fantasy that I cannot indulge in," I said moving his hand

"We clearly he is not faithful to you cause nigga be way to friendly in the gym room all up in nigga and bitches faces like he don't got you sitting here waiting for him every night," he said with a little envy in his voice