Tentang Rindu dan Si Perindu.

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you, and the rest of the family is smiling, happy, talking each other, and feel happy.

while,

your sister here is in pain. your sister is crying every night because thinking about how she can be like you. your sister here need your help, but you don't want to help her.

hey, I'm alive. I'm here too. I need people around me too. I need a friend too. I'm tired crying. I'm tired to pretending that everything is fine, but the truth is no. nothing is fine. I'm tired to cut every inch of my body just to feel okay. I'm tired, okay. I need a friend too. I'm tired for being alone. I am.