How can someone's 'hold me' turns to a sudden 'let me go'?
How can someone's 'I love you' turns to a sudden 'I'm leaving you'
How can someone adore you today? Then despise you the other day?
How come you loved me yesterday? But won't even look at me...
"You will undertand me when you see him. He's not just an ordinary guy minseo. He's wonderful"
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(Yoon Jeonghan's PoV)
"I think he's being sincere"
-katatapos kolang i kwento kay Jisoo ang lahat nang nangyari kanina sa Cr pero hindi ko inaasahang iba yung maririnig kong response mula sa kanya. I thought what I was thinking was right pero bigla tuloy akong naguluhan dahil sa sinabi nya.
"What?"
"He's being sincere Han. There's no way that he would tell you those words without any deeper meaning"
-may waiter na lumapit samin at nag serve nang isang pang bucket nang beer. Nakaka dalawang bucket na kami. Pa tatlo to.
"He's obviously toying with me"
"You're being unfair. You keep on saying that he does things for fun pero hindi mo naiisip na papano pala kung gusto kapa nya. Na seryoso sya."
-i bit my lip after hearing those.
"He dump me Joshua. There's no way that he still likes me"
"Maybe pinagsisisihan nyang ginawa nya yun?"
-I smirked and opened two bottles of beer. Inihagis ko sa kanya yung isa kaya natapon yung konting liquid sa pants nya.
"I think ikaw ang nagiging unfair"
"Ha? Why me? I'm just thinking from different perspective. You're on the negative side. So ako sa positive"
-sa mga ganitong klaseng pagkakataon na na stre stress ako gusto kona lang tumakbo papunta kay Kim Mingyu at yakapin sya nang mahigpit. Pero hindi ko yun pwedeng gawin ngayon.
"Whether he likes me or not he's still toying with me. He better stop that before kim mingyu punches him on the face"
-halos kalahati kaagad yung nabawas sa beer ko sa unang inom ko palang. I'm really stressed as fuck. Mabuti nalang nung pinatawag ako ni director kanina 1 day suspension lang ang parusa na ibinigay nya sakin at hindi minus points sa promotion, kundi baka mag agree ako kay joshua na tanggalin lahat nang staff ko sa trabaho.
"Pero maiba tayo... Why do you feel that way?"
"Huh?"
"Bakit parang sobrang na confuse ka ata sa ginawa nya?"
-he crossed his legs and stared at me like he wants me to say something in favor of him.
"Kung ano mang iniisip mo mali yun. I don't have any remaining feelings for him"
"I didn't say that"
"Your face tells everything okay?"
-the party lights were blinding me. I guess nag sta start nang umepekto yung lahat nang ininom ko kanina. We've been here since 6:30 pm and now it's almost 9pm.
