perfectly imperfect <<<< Austin Post Story

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The next couple weeks went by so fast. Baby revel supplies kept coming in one after another. It was finally the day for us to figure out the gender. Rain already knew but me and Austin and everyone else didn't. My mom flew in from New York. She was going to get in around noon and stay with us for a few nights. I woke up around 8 and rolled over to kiss Austin. He was already awake. "today's the day" he said and kissed me again. "ah i'm so excited" I squeaked. Austin hugged me. "me too" I got up and started getting ready. I was curling my hair and making sure I looked perfect. "i'm going to go pick my mom up" I went over and kissed Austin. I had face makeup on and my hair was curled. "be safe" he said and kissed me. "Be ready when I get back." I said and walked out. I got to the airport and ran to my mom. " I missed you!" I yelled and hugged her tight. "I missed you so much baby girl" She moved her hands from me and placed them perfectly on my bump. "how cute" She said. She bent down and started talking to my stomach. "Hi i'm grandma little baby. We are so excited to meet you. I have so much love for you already." I stared crying and my mom pulled me into another hug. "baby what's wrong." I hugged her tight keeping my keys on her back. "I just missed you so much and you're going to be a grandma!" I yelled and wiped my eyes. "I've waited so long for this!" She said and hugged me again. We walked to the car and drove back to my house. "Are you excited to meet Austin?" I was nervous they wouldn't like each other but she loved him already according to our phone calls. "I can't wait baby" She said. We pulled up to the house and I opened the door for my mom. Austin was sitting on the couch putting his hair up. I went over to the couch and kissed him "Hi ma"am" he said and put his hand out. "oh please i'm not 50" my mom laughed. "i'm Bella" She declined his hand shake and pulled him in for a hug. "i like him" she said and Austin laughed. "I'm going to get ready" I said and left for the bathroom. I put my eye lashes on and put more makeup on. I put on a blue shirt and pink leggings. I painted a headband that had pink and blue dots on it. It was a plain white one Austin got me. "Cute" I mumbled in the mirror looking at my outfit. I walked out and saw Austin in his clothes. I almost cried. "I love it" I said and ran over to him. It was a blue and pink striped shirt and it had my face and his face and it said no matter what we love you. He paired it with a pair of jeans. "It's not too much?" He asked and kissed me. "It's perfect" I said and smiled at him. We texted rain and grabbed all the supplies. We drove to a park near the hollywood sign. It was busy but most of the people where just trying to hike up. We set everything up. We had streamers and paper for people to sign. "I got blue raspberry lemonade" Austin smiled and helped me pour it. "This day will be perfect" he said and wrapped his arms around me. Rain pulled up and ran out. She had a tie dyed shirt with pink and blue all over it and then the same pattern on her socks. "You know the gender" I said and almost started crying. "I do T" Ray said and hugged me. "I'm excited" I turned to Austin. He put his hands on my belly. "I love y'all" he said and helped me put the balloons in position. My mom took pictures and so did Ray. "will one of you record?" I asked my mom and rain. "You'll probably see so much better than I can hun,you do it" my mom said and patted Rain on the shoulders. Rain laughed and got her phone ready. We sat and waited for everyone to get here. "I hope your dad likes me" I turned to Austin. He kissed my head. "He will baby" Austin's dad lives in Dallas but he was here already for some work thing. He was obviously invited but this was my first time meeting him. Adam was the first to show up. "hey man" he said and gave his hand to Austin. "big day man,you excited" he asked Austin. "i'm so fucking ready bro" Austin said and smiled. Adam walked over to me. "Hey T,how you feeling?" I hugged him. "super excited" He looked at my belly and smiled. "you can talk to her or him" I said and pointed at my belly. He looked at me to Austin then back at me. "you sure?" He asked still looking at both of us. "of course man" Austin said and walked over from one of the tables. "you're basically an uncle Adam,of course you can!" I said and stood in front of him. "do you mind?" he asked and put his hands on my stomach. "we're all family here go ahead" Austin smiled and snapped a few pictures. "Hey little guy or girl. It's uncle Adam. I can't wait to meet you! Your dad loves you so much it's crazy. Your mom is so sweet and has so much love for you. I love you so much too! I can't wait to play with you. We can do whatever you want! I'll give you all the ice cream mom and dad say you can't have." Adam stood up. "What's wrong?" He asked grabbing my arms. "That was just so beautiful" I said crying. Austin turned to Adam. "this happens a lot man don't worry" Austin slapped his back and they both laughed. I fixed myself and said hi to all the other guests. Austin's dad walked up. Austin ran over and hugged him. "hey son" he said and rubbed his back. Austin pushed his head into his neck. I walked over. "hello i'm Taylor." I said and his dad looked up. "oh my god" he said and my smile dropped. "You look so precious! and so pregnant" He laughed. I smiled and hugged him. I missed having a dad figure. I started crying. "sunshine what's with the tears?" Austin patted my back. "It's okay baby girl" I stepped back and looked at Austin. I turned to his dad. "i'm just so happy I can't put it in words. I'm with the best guy in the entire universe and i'm going to have the perfect baby with the perfect guy and I love him so much." Austin's dad smiled. "that's all i've ever asked for him. To find someone who loves him so much. I've seen girlfriends come but none sparkled like you. You are the perfect girl for my son. Welcome to the family." I started crying harder. I went back into his dads arms. Austin was actually crying too. I opened my arms so that he could join in this family moment. His dad kissed the top of my head then did the same to Austin. "i'm so happy for you kids" he said. He started to walk to the tables with all the other guests. "I love you more then I can put in words baby girl" I smiled and kissed him. "I love you so much" he smiled and wiped his eyes. "I hope you know how much I love you." he said and hugged me. "of course I know. I hope you know how much I love you" I said in the same tone. "Oh I do" he smiled a huge smile and touched my nose with one finger. "boop" he said and smiled while pulling his finger away. I laughed and walked to the tables holding his hand. "How many more people?" I looked over. We had my mom,Austin's dad,Rain,Adam,a few friends from Austin's team. It was a full house. "we are waiting for one more person." Austin said. I looked around. "Who? everyone I know his here." Austin didn't say anything but stayed holding my hands. We sat by my mom and Austin's dad and we shared laughs. Rain and Adam sat at there own table and Austin's team all sat together. Soon enough there was a car. "who's car is that?" I asked and watched who was going to come out. I saw the hair. "oh my god" I said and put my hand over my mouth. I ran to the car I didn't care if I was pregnant. "Ryan" I yelled. He dropped his bags and ran the rest of the way to get me. He was younger then me but taller. He picked me up off the ground and I hugged him so tight an started to cry. "Ryan" I yelled again. "is this real?? is this you?" I asked and touched all over his face. "Why are you so tall" I asked and hugged him. "Why are you so pregnant?" He asked I dropped myself on the ground. "I don't know I just woke up one day with this bump." Ryan rolled his eyes and laughed. "Same with my height" He smiled and stuck out his tongue. "God I missed you" I said and played with his puffy hair. "I missed you so much" Ryan said. I saw Austin holding his camera up. "oh my god you fucking sneaky bitch this was all you" Austin smiled and pulled me in for a hug. "It was all me. I'm a sneaky bitch" He laughed and hugged Ryan. "hey" he said. Ryan was star struck. "You can talk to him" I said and played with his hair again. "T talks about you all the time" Austin said. "I miss her all the time." Ryan says and hugs me again. Austin hugs Ryan and leads him to the table. "mom" he yells. They both start crying. I start crying as well. They hold each other. "I missed you baby" my mom said and kissed his head. "I'm so sorry" he said. That made me cry more. I went behind him. "Ryan you have NOTHING to be sorry about. Do not blame yourself" He hugged me and mom at the same time. "I miss y'all more than anything" he said. I cried and kissed his head. "I miss you more than you know" I said and pulled him in so it was just me hugging i'm. "Y'all aren't mad at me?" Ryan asked looking at both of us. "of course not baby" my mom said. "No" I said and kissed him. "you're not a monster" He got the reference even though no one else did. When ever he would come in my room crying about leaving mom I would tell him he wasn't the monster. He started crying harder. I kissed his head and walked over to Austin. "Why did you say he wasn't a monster?" I smiled. "When he made the choice to move with my dad he was so so fucking heartbroken to leave me and mom. He would come in my room screaming and crying and I would hold him in my lap and kiss him and play with his hair and tell him he wasn't the monster." Austin smiled and kissed me so hard. "you are going to be the best fucking mom" I smiled and rushed to hug him. "you are going to be the perfect dad!" I yelled and walked over to the balloons. "can we get this started?" I yelled. Everyone clapped. "I just wanted to say i'm so fucking lucky I met such an amazing guy. Mr.Malone thank you for raising such a nice caring perfect man. Thank you mommy for raising me. And thank you Ryan for being the best brother I could ask for. No matter what I love you so so so much and think about you all the time. Thank you Rain for being the best best friend I could ever ask for! My life has been so much better since I met you and if I didn't have you I would die. I love you more than I can put into words. Thank you for being you. Adam i've never met a man with such a happy bright positive attitude. You make this world just a little more happy and I love you so so much. You have been the perfect best friend to Austin and i'm so happy he has you to share memories with! Austin's team thank you so much for basically putting up with Austin every day. And all his crazy demands I joked. Thank you everyone for being out here today it means the world to me." I kissed Austin and stared at him. "I love you baby girl" he said and hugged me tighter. "Okay lets get these balloons popped!" Austin yelled and we all clapped. We stood at the edge. Everyone pulled there phones out. "1...2...3" Rain counted. On three me and Austin popped the balloons. "oh my gosh" I said and looked for Austin through the confetti. He reached over and hugged and kissed me. "it's a Boy" I yelled. Austin cried into my neck. "It's a boy" he repeated and kissed me long and hard. We all sat around the tables and watched the blue confetti fall. "Can we get food?" Ryan looked up and asked me. "Yeah Ryan it's not like I just figured out my baby's gender. Let's go get you some Mcdonald's." Ryan laughed and I hit him playfully in the chest. "We are going to dinner with me Austin,Rain,Mom,Austin's dad,and Adam" Ryan looked around. "cool" Rain came over. "oh my gosh oh my gosh" She said and ran over and hugged me. "I love you!" I yelled she cried and hugged me so tight. "My bestie is having a boy she yelled" I smiled and hugged her. She went over to Ryan and hugged him. "What's up bro" She said Ryan smiled. "I missed you" he said and hugged her. "I missed you too. Where's mamma Beasley?" Ryan pointed over to the table my mom was at. "Hey, want to come get lunch with everyone?" Rain and I asked her. "yes! I'm starved" she said and ran over to her car. "Let's go get lunch!" I yelled. "Ryan come with me!" I said and he smiled. We all got in our cars and drove to the closest I-HOP. "I love you so much" I said to Austin in the car. "I love you too baby girl" He said and kissed my hand. We talked to Ryan the whole way to I-HOP. Once we arrived we all walked in and got a huge booth.