Chapter 30

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"You slept with her" i asked

"Yes but listen baby... He started

"Im cool off you... it's over im done... i don't want anything to do with you" i shrugged

"But baby...

"Dont call me that"

"Anya i need you"

"Devon fuck you"

"Listen she tried to say i raped her when i woke up"

"Is that my problem"

"She said she was going tell her family" he paced "what am i going to do"

"Get out of my ears" i got on my phone...

"Baby.. I mean nya please" he cried

"Von you slept with her and expect me to say fuck that you cheated... No... Fuck out my face" i snapped

"Can we go" he asked

"Go where" i looked at him .

"Somewhere like what if she tell the cops or something this is a serious thing"

"Well to add on to your problems im pregnant" i threw the test on his lap

"Oh that's so good baby" he smiled "you sure"

"I go to planned parenthood clinic when we go home" i shrugged

"Wait you gone kill my baby" he stood up

"What" i laughed

"Are you having an abortion"

"I dont believe in abortions"

"Oh okay" he looked at the test

"We need to figure out how to co-parent"

"Listen we can make this work for the baby" he said

"Im not going be like my mom and dad" i sighed

"Lets atleast try" he pleaded

"Whatever" i sighed

"But back to the girl i didnt know she was going cry rape when i was passed out from being drunk then somebody bust in her room and the first thing she did was accuse me of being a rapist " he explained but honestly i could care less "what am i going to do"

"We been arguing about this for the last two days and i honestly dont give af" i shrugged

"What" he looked at me "i could be in alot of trouble and you acting like a bitch"

"You are a bitch" i snapped

"You are a bitch" he yelled back and i hopped up and punch the shit out of him and he slapped me so hard i flew back

"Oh my.... I am so sorry" he crawled over me and i just started swinging fighting for my life and he was tryna hold me down

"Hey... Stop..." Somebody started yelling

"Why" i kept swinging until somebody pulled us apart

I stepped back and started having a panick attack.. I was having a hard time breath the room was getting smaller and i was tryna talk but it felt like my words wasn't coming out

"Hey Nya chill" Malik voice boomed through and he grabbed me so ruff and i just started freaking out

I started having flashbacks

"Jay please im sorry" i cried

"You wanna hit me you fat bitch" he punched me

"Jay im pregnant please dont" i screamed

"Fuck that baby bitch" he kick me in my stomach "y'all come beat her ass" his sisters hopped up

"Jess listen please" i begged one of his sister

"Sorry sis bro come first" she kicked me

"You dont have to do this"

They all started jumping me and i could feel the liquid coming out my pants

"Oh my gosh she is bleeding"

"I don't care she is going to learn that if she puts her hands on me i got sisters"

"Jay... okay i get it" i screamed "help"

"Take that shit like the strong woman you claim to be bitch" he yelled

I grunted ass his sisters beat on me

FLASHBACK OVER~

"Nya calm down.. its me... Malik" I snapped back in reality

"I wanna go home" i cried in his arms

"It's okay it's okay" he rubbed my back

"I wanna go home" i cried hard

"I understand im so sorry this happened to you" he sighed

"It was my fault i hit him first" i calmed down

"He shouldn't have even hit you back cause us men are stronger and more heavy handed" he said

"Yea Ny its not your fault but that doesn't make you right" Aniyah said "yall should even have let the argument get that bad or far"

"He has been picking and nagging since we got to Miami and he slept with that white girl like when was it right for me to snap" i said

"I knew yall was having a ruff patch but i didn't know it was this bad" she rubbed my back

I sucked up all my emotions cause i always promised myself i would never go through this again

"Im over it" i said

"Don't do that cause you are not over it so dont act like you are"

"I don't care i can't change what happened so why dwell on it" i shrugged

"And she's back" Niyah sighed

"What do you mean" i balled up my face

"Nothing im just glad you feel better" she got up amd left

"Keep your head up" Malik left too

Maybe im just meant to be COLD-HEARTED

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