The Gateway To My Mind // #Wattys2019

Autophobia

I have this fear
Of being left alone
Not in the sense of
Being alone in a room
But in the sense of
People leaving me
Abandoning me for others
Whom possess better traits and qualities
I fear my loved ones
Meeting someone new
Because I am scared
They will choose them over me
I am scared
That I will be thrown aside
Like an old doll who's charm
Was lost with age
Like a stuffed animal
Who's missing an eye
I am scared
Because I know they are better than me
And I don't want to be an old memory