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Sacklyn pt2

I still have the picture of me and brook on my bedside table we look so happy no problems in the world. I haven't left my room since we went to the hospital after the accident. I haven't spoke to any one, I haven't eaten. I haven't interacted with the fans or anything

I miss him

I wish I was different, less attached to someone I shouldn't be, more interested in him. The last time I said "I love you" was over text not even in fucking person and that hurts a lot. The message still hasn't been open, I'm still waiting, still wishing.

I miss him

Everyday I can't bring myself to go to the hospital I feel like it isn't my place since y'know this all happened because of me, the boys knock on my door and let themselves in. I never locked it. They would tell me things like "he loves you" or "this wasn't your fault" it's all BS. Maybe one day I'll bring myself to go to the hospital.

I miss him

Nothing makes me laugh anymore, I don't smile I haven't smiled since this has happened and that was over a month ago. All I say to the picture of us is Sorry, sorry for all the pain, sorry for making you upset, sorry for not being there, sorry...just sorry.
"Jack" I don't reply. Soon my door opens and its Sonny
"Jack I'm  Sorry for everything I-"
"Save it" I say in a raspy voice since I haven't spoke properly for days
"Ja-"
"Sonny get out! I don't wanna talk to you to the boys or to anyone so please just get out" I shout whilst hot tears run down my face I look at our picture again

I miss him

I brought all his stuff to the hospital including his phone clean clothes etc the day of the incident
~~~~2 days later~~~~
I get called to go down stairs I don't want to but I know I have to because it will most probably be Blair

I walk down stairs to find Brooks mum sitting in the sofa with Andy comforting her, as soon as she sees me she stands up and slaps me, she soon regrets it. But I deserve it. She cries and pulls me into a hug
"This wasn't your fault"
"It w-"
"No jack, you listen and Look at me this...all of this was never your fault it wasn't Brooks it wasn't Sonny's it was nobody's fault okay" she says
I nod
"Okay" she repeats
"Yes m'am"
She tells me that she'll be back to check up on me but for now she's going to the hospital
I drop onto my bed looking at my lockscreen it's a picture of us, I smile sadly 'waiting to create more memories like this' I think whilst wishful that's somehow he heard my thought

I miss him

Okay so this is pt2 since everybody was asking... it's a shit ending and os tbh

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