So go
It's hurts more to fall apart slow
To dream about warmth in the cold
Now I'm nothing more than a whisper
...
We made it all these years
And no they were not wasted
No life was lost right here
If love is what we tasted
How do you know when it's over?
I have been withered since winter
Waiting for love like it's water
But I can't pretend any longer
Tell me it's over
Love is it over now?
Tell me it's over
I felt her eyes studying my face.
I tried my best to pretend to sleep, but I thought she was going to notice my eyes peeking open.
So I push myself up a bit.
My head above hers, her head by my chest.
You knew it's harder when you hold me
You get me searching for the ceiling
Love tried to forget things
It's so hard
It's so hard
So I'll keep going through the motions
Creating comfort where there is none
Coming to terms with the notion
I'll be okay
Okay
When rain falls down on me so hard
The winds unravelling me don't start
An ocean swallowing up my heart
But I've made it this far
I've made it this far
I felt her hands grip the sheets under us.
I didn’t have to look down to know how she felt, because I’ve been there with her.
She would ball up her hands, and shut her eyes tightly.
Sometimes she would bury her face into a pillow, or lean into me if I pulled her towards me to comfort her.
Get away, anywhere but here
I'm gonna give you a break
Drive until you disappear and maybe then you'll say
"Don't ever leave me alone again"
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You Promised (A Luke Hemmings FanFic)
FanfictionA year goes by. No calls. No texts. Long distance dreams between Cassidy and Luke. Feelings and memories buried away from what was left of their friendship. When Luke comes back, secrets and tears are muffled underneath pillows on Cassidy's bed. Is...
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