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H I S C O L L A B O R A T I O N PT.2 | 0 5

( Angst )
Warning: Self Harm and Bad Words.

Jungkook POV

I went to the guest room still bursting out tears. I deserve this I'm a bad boyfriend.

I did what I needed to do and went to sleep.

Taehyung POV

Was I being to hard for him? I shouldn't have done that.....

I'll let him explain this tomorrow.
"I'm sorry Kookie, Please don't leave me no matter what. I Love You." I said even if he isn't here, and went to sleep.

-next day-

I woke up early so that I can cook breakfast for me and Kookie- I mean J-Jeongguk. I made us his favorite food lamb skewers and churros for dessert (okay I know having this meal at breakfast is weird but don't mind me heh. -author nim).

When I placed the plates and utensils Jeongguk just came in time for breakfast. "U-um let's eat breakfast Jeongguk." I said while placing the meals. "A-ah no it's okay, y-you can go ahead baby- I mean Tae- I mean Taehyung. Ah sorry...." he said refusing.

"Please Jeongguk, I'll let you explain after this." I said begging him to grant my request. "O-okay then." he said sitting down the chair and I did the same.

"Kookie I made lamb skewers and churros your favourite~" I told him sweetly, and he just nodded. I felt hurt but I thought to myself "This wouldn't have happened because of my stupidness.".

"Did you like um say something??" he said and stopped eating. "I-um no." I said awkwardly. I sighed deeply.

"Kookie please explain everything about yesterday." I said and also stopped eating. He sighed deeply and started to explain. "My manager, he got my and Tzuyu's phones so that no one will disturb us as he said." "That we can finish it faster which we did. That's the reason why I didn't message nor call you back."

My mouth got wide in shock and I was full of guilt inside me. "O-oh Kookie I-i'm sorry..." I said sadly , he just shrugged and continued to explain. "Tzuyu asked me if she can come along with me going here , because we wanted to let you hear our song first before our fans, but yeah you happened so? It didn't got continued." "She said she'll leave cause her lover called her home already, honestly.. I feel bad for her because she witnessed all your immatureness. I feel disappointed in you Taehyung. Talk to me when you change your stupid act." he said slamming his utensils harshly.

"Thanks for the food but I'm not hungry. I've lost my appetite." he went to the guestroom and slammed the door. "I'm so stupid.... I'm Pathetic...... I don't deserve him..... I don't deserve anyone.... I don't deserve to live..... I should die...." I said the harsh words to myself while crying and ran to the bathroom.

I searched for the blade and got pills.
"Trying this won't hurt right? Besides it would help me feel more pain than I'm receiving now." "A cut for being Pathetic" I cut myself. "A cut for being immature" I cut myself. "A cut for being a bad boyfriend." I cut myself. "And a cut for hurting Kookie's feelings." I cut myself.

I became pale and started feeling dizzy. But it didn't stop me fron hurting myself. I opened the pills' container and got 3 pills.

"And 3 pills for not Deserving Kookie, Deserving anyone and does not deserve to live..." I swallowed the pills altogether and that's when I feel weaker.

I heard Kookie shouting my name everywhere searching for me and he came inside the bathroom. "No baby no!!" I hear him slightly. "I l-love you Kookie." and my vission started to blur and soon I only saw black. Which means I passed out.

Jeongguk POV

I held my baby in my arms and called 911. "HELP PLEASE! MY BOYFRIEND!HE TRIED TO KILL HIMSELF!" I said shouting at the other line. "Please tell me your address and I'll send an ambulance faster." the person in the other line said.

"THE ADDRESS IS ********** PLEASE HURRY!" I shouted.

-after 15 minutes-
at the hospital.

"DOC!PLEASE SAVE HIM I'M BEGGING YOU" I cried out. "We'll do our best Mr. Jeon."

-after 3 hours-

The doctor came out of the ER and I immediately approach him.

"Doc, how is he? Did he make it? What please tell me?" I said not calming down. "Mr Jeon I want you to calm down first and I'll tell you." I calmed down. "Okay, it's a good news. He and the baby survived. It's a miracle actually, after all the blood he loss he still managed to make the baby survive." the doctor said. I was happy but at the same time shocked. "B-baby?" I asked. That's why he reacts to problems easily. and he just nodded. "You can see him now he's conscious." I bowed at him and went inside his room.

"B-baby....I'm sorry for causing you all of this, I shouldn't have said that...." I said, crying. "It's okay Kookie I'm sorry too." he said and smiled.

"Babe I have to tell you something..." I said holding his hands. "W-what is it Kookie?" he cried.

"You're pregnant baby." I said happily. "I'm pregnant?! OMG were having a baby Kookie!!" he said and I kissed him deeply.

"We are baby, we are." I said proudly.

-next day back at home-

"Kookie let's make a nursery for our upcoming baby!!~" he said. "Sure babe anything for you and our baby."

-after 9 months of Tae's birth to Tae Jung-

"Good job baby, I'm proud of you it has already been 9 months since our angel Tae Jung was born." I said and kissed him. "Thank you Kookie, I'm proud of us for making him." he giggled and Tae Jung giggled too.

"Aww does our baby want kisses too??" he asked, Tae Jung just nodded cutely.

We attacked him with kisses and he just giggled more. "I love you both." I said. "We love you too Kookie." Tae giggled.

-end-