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"Don't give me no reason to go through ya phone. This is deeper than you and other women. This is daddy issues..." -Teyana Taylor

Starting college is kinda scary, but i promised myself to get out that house as soon as i turn 18. Growing up in my old house was tough, but I'm a real ass bitch & I'll always make a way. I was born in Massachusetts but most of my family was in New York. I loved going to New York despite all the chaos my mother caused out there. My mother was always the rude child & very immature. She hates my grandma so much & I just can't stand it at all. How can you hate a woman that literally sacrificed her life & career for you ? Ridiculous, but I feel like I'm gonna just keep ranting on if I continue so ima just stop there. New York is where I'll attend college though, i brought a nice apartment out there & I'm really excited to move & branch out. Want to make memories and prosper, @ 16 i was launching my lash line & my company is really thriving. So appreciative of all my blessings, God is good.

Anyways that's just a lil "summary" of me now .... continuing though. I'm now driving to New York, I'm tired asf but I wanna get there & just enjoy my apartment. It's not expensive & very fancy like how you picture tho, I'm only 18 so what do you expect ? Lol but I do have a small YouTube channel where I do hair reviews/hauls/tutorials and etc. I'm really appreciative of my supporters on some real shit. Everyone knows Leah Sorell but not the little damaged soul I have. I have had my heart broken first starting with my father. He used to come into my room & force me to do things to him then once my mother found out he stopped claiming me as his daughter. He left my mother & I dry. We were dead broke, moving shelter to shelter... eventually my mother got her stuff together & we were in a stable home. Sadly she starting seeing some dude who left her eventually, she blamed me for everything. I was molested & beat on my whole life, but none of that stopped me from getting to the bread. I decided to just never speak about it, & it will stay that way until I have the balls to address it.

Few hours later...

I finally make it to my apartment & I automatically plop down on my bed. It feels great to have your own shit, hate relying on mfs cause niggas never keep their promises, it's always an excuse. After a few hours of relaxing i get up & start unpacking clothes , i had furniture moved into here, I just had to finish some business in Massachusetts before I left to New York.

I finish unpacking & I also wanted to go shopping for a lil bit. I moved to Queens sooo I was near Jamaica Ave & Queen Center Mall near me, I decided to go to the Ave cause I also wanted to go see my grandma after years. I miss her so much, she loved me while my mother didn't. I hop into the shower & played my playlist. I bump bare Teyana Taylor & Jhene Aiko i love them both so much 😩❤️. Beautiful voices & lyrics, anyways I scrub my body & sang a long to multiple songs.

After 45 minutes i get out the shower and put on my clothes & make up for the day. I looked cute today so I decided to take a flick. I took plenty but I decided to pick my favorite and post on my Instagram

 I took plenty but I decided to pick my favorite and post on my Instagram

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