it's 3 a.m . I was waken up by the same reason... its so trivial and monitonic... I got up and went to the bathroom ... just looking at my reflection on the mirror... sweat all over my face... hair is wet like i have just taken the shower... i opened the drawer which was in the role of the mirror at the same time . took the pills from there and swallowed it. sat on the toilet and started to remember my dream... this face... Face of her ... its like a wheel . Goes round and round. Sound of the brake was so tragic and full of emotions... and what was following to it was more awful... screams, distance, faint, blood.
Hi, my name is Fotin. I am 17 years old and i am victim of life... "Fotin"in Georgian language means "the light". But trust me ... there is everything in my life except light. I will skip all about my family and start with my ordinary and so banal life... i have nothing speacial : no money, no beauty, no friends after that "6 accident " i won't tell u about it until something special happens in my life. ( hint : 06.06.06..06) . i have only one curse on me:The power to see in people's eyes something... DEATH. if someones eyes are red, or is getting red he/she will be dead in max.1 minute... I have always tried to save people from their tragic destiny but in vain... i am bad person. i have opportunity to save someone but i just cant use this power... all i can do is to watch something that i already know... But why???!!! Why meee...oooh god. if this power cant change anything why i am suffering like that...
This is my last year at school... studies were the priority in my life before "6 accident". Everything has changed... i am just thinking:" what if"... but thats all i can do... i am useless. this are just thoughts. what about actions that must have been done that time... Its all my fault. some of u must think that i am depressed teenage that has been just abandoned by some of the coolest guy in the school... it would be better all to be so easy... u are so confused right? yeah... i can feel it... but i promise u will understand everything so soon...
