Poison

Lost

I'm lost
I'm standing in the darkness
No ground under my feet
Bright lights switch on
I'm in a labyrinth of thoughts
I take a left
And stumble upon my memories
Another right
Every date on which I cut
I continue forward
A dead end on the times I thought about suicide
I turn back but the lights turn off
I'm falling again
Groping in the darkness
Looking for something to hold onto
But I'm lost again
And you can't find me